As I sit here, drinking coffee, listening to nada surf, enjoying the dry, cool summer breeze, I think more and more about what the next couple of weeks are going to bring.  Sadness.  Nostalgia.  Regret?  Maybe.  This summer has been perfect, for the  most part.  I have somehow managed to forget that I am starting an entire new chapter in my life.  ( Read more... )

 I'm SO stoked on search the city and monument monument now.  Best show I have ever seen.  Not kidding.

 Everybody knows it sucks to grow up.

Things have been up and down all summer.  This summer has been a lot different from past summers in a few ways.  Both good, and bad.  I have been working a lot, and I need to.  It sucks, but I need as many hours as I can get.  College is stressing me out big time.   I have just been realizing a lot.  I'm going to be on my own in a few months.  That ( Read more... )

 I can't believe this is happening.  I have never felt so terrible in my entire life.  I hate that this is constantly in the back of my mind.  I hate it when I am feeling the best ever, and then I remember what I have to deal with, and I want to die.  Literally.  I don't know what the fuck I am going to do.  I'm fucking stupid.

 I'm feeling really...disconnected from myself.  I have no idea why I have been doing the things I have been doing lately.  I don't know why I am feeling so differently about so many things.  I don't really know who I am.  It's freaking me out ( Read more... )

Besides Detroit baseball, things are pretty good right now ( Read more... )

 I hope to god I mean a little more than the sounds that escape your tired 4am lips.

 :] :] :]

 I am so over EVERYTHING right now.

e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g.

This is unbelievable.