heh, you know what? ive decided something ( Read more... )

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holy. fucking. shit.

Barbra just emailed me...

my fiance...

they told me she was dead...that she killed herself...

my god *cries*

I just woke up...

I feel like shit...

this does not bode well...

I can see it there....on the windowsill....

all shiney...and...yummy looking...

O_O yar...

the wind is blowing ( Read more... )

No one knows what it's like ( Read more... )

mmm..sugar cookies...
( More sweetness... )

( rambling )

I seriously thought about suicide today...and it scared me

damnit another fucking depressing entry

never mind