Comments | mryan_macdougal: After The Ball

mryan_macdougal

After The Ball

Aug 30, 2004 11:25

There is nothing to say, really. It's all been said. Want to know what I am supposed to think, feel or what has gone on, go read everybody elses journalized moments in time ( Read more... )

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bossy_bookworm August 30 2004, 08:42:26 UTC

Ryan, you may feel guilty but you're certainly brave for admitting it.

mryan_macdougal August 30 2004, 09:39:56 UTC

I wish I did feel brave right now, Hermione. I really wish I did. Instead I feel...sheepish and cowardly.

How are you doing?

bossy_bookworm August 30 2004, 09:44:26 UTC

I know what you mean, Ryan, I really do. But I do not think there is one of us who is not glad it wasn't them.

I do not really know. I am really okay, which makes me think that I am not.

batbogey_queen August 30 2004, 08:56:31 UTC

I think we all feel like that Ryan.

Especially those who have been so close to death before.

mryan_macdougal August 30 2004, 09:41:16 UTC

Though I absolutely detest feeling this way...it is somewhat reassuring to know I'm not the only one who feels like this.

How are you doing, Ginny?

batbogey_queen August 30 2004, 09:47:29 UTC

I'm...okay. I think. It's just the dreams.

macmillan_ernie August 30 2004, 09:33:00 UTC

You feel like that too?

I feel terrible for it but I'm so glad none of my friends got hurt.

mryan_macdougal August 30 2004, 09:38:11 UTC

I do feel that way, yes.
It's horrid!

I mean...I didn't even know Ella and she was in my own house! And then I imagine what I would feel like if it was Lavender or Lisa and...

I really have to stop myself from thinking.

macmillan_ernie August 30 2004, 15:14:34 UTC

I just can't think what it would be like if it happened to Hannah or even Lisa, who I know very well.

Perhaps we should try to think of something else... not to be disrespectful but to calm ourselves.

Why not about Last Vaygas?

mryan_macdougal August 31 2004, 11:46:53 UTC

Last Vaygas it is!

I wish we could go.

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quoth_lisa August 30 2004, 15:16:12 UTC

Ry? I know you're not alright but... hi.

Love you, Ry.

mryan_macdougal August 30 2004, 15:32:04 UTC

And I bet you're not alright either. I love you too, Lisa. I'm glad you are safe and sound.

quoth_lisa August 31 2004, 10:34:29 UTC

I'm glad you're safe too. I don't know what I'd have done if you were gone... I was panicing when I couldn't find you.

How is everything over in Gryffindor?

mryan_macdougal August 31 2004, 11:46:10 UTC

Things here are INSANE.

Everybody is guessing and gossiping and it's horrid! One person says Ella is dead, another says she is back as a ghost and a third, a little third year is convinced it wasn't even her but...but He Who Must Not Be Named who had used polyjuice!

Are things any better over in Ravenclaw?

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