That was the last time I ever saw her ( Read more... )

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You could be happy and I won't know ( Read more... )

"What do you do? You laugh. I'm not saying I don't cry, but in between I laugh, and I realize how silly it is to take anything too seriously. "

i never do anything.. meaning school work. i think i am going to flunk out.

I'd swim across Lake Michigan
I'd sell my shoes
I'd give my body to be back again
In the rest of room
To be alone with you

You gave your body to the lonely
They took your clothes
You gave up a wife and a family
You gave your ghost
To be alone with me
To be alone with me
You went up on a tree
I've never met a man who loved me

this is a letter i wrote to Jon today, i wasnt going to send it but i let jamie and ursula read it and jamie loved it and so did urs, so i think it is better if i do send it. i am going to wait a day or two ( Read more... )

i just realized... my life is falling apart.
and its like i kind of knew all along.. but i just realized a whole lot of stuff i didnt really see before.
i am a bad person.