Ever have those moments in your life when you honestly feel like you're walking in a dream? Like everyone else around you is awake and you're still struggling to wake up? I feel like that a lot lately. As though everyone elses life is soaring past me and I'm still stuck at square one. Why is that? I want to leave the daycare SO bad. I can't work ( Read more... )

Ok so I posted a picture of Brendan Fehr and the longer I looked at him the more I began to notice that it was a Calvin Klein model's body and Brendan Fehr's head. It was really strange. Anyway so that kind irritated me so I thought I'd post a REAL picture of him ( Read more... )

Title says it all. Panic concert is currently in commencement and as happy as I am that I got to see my Poppie (he doesn't look so great) part of me...the selfish part...wishes I was watching Brenden's pretty pretty lips sing...as well as Damien Kulash. So Yummy. Oh well. At the cuz's right now in Cabot. I'm yawning already. Loaded down with wicked ( Read more... )

So I guess I could say a little about what's been going on. A lot actually. Saw X3 Thursday night. At midnight. With all the other freaks and (UGH!) teenagers. The movie was badass. Angel (Ben Foster) is so yummy as well as ok so all the men in the movie cept Magneto and Professor X are beautiful, but Ian McKellan has this yummy accent and a yummy ( Read more... )

I went to see The Breakfast Club at the Inwood theater last night at midnight. It was so amazing. I mean, it's one of the essential John Hughes 80's flicks and I got to see it on the big screen. Dad was a little nervous I went by myself but I loved every minute of it. I also realized something about myself. How comfortable I am in a movie theater. ( Read more... )

My dad woke me up this morning. With water. No I don't mean he poured water on me, I mean he was going to bring me coffee...but he spilled it. Oops. Oh well, I'm not that big of a coffee drinker anyway, regardless, so he brought me the water I LOVE. It's SmartWater. It's got electrolytes in it and it's vapor distilled. Yes I sound like a retarded ( Read more... )

The Keys to Your Heart
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I don't know about anyone else out there but lately I've just been...being. Just existing I suppose, in this crazy fucked up world of ours. I was pretty fucking angry about things. It's a hell of a lot easier for me to be angry or ignore them than to deal with them. I know it's a coping mechanism. It's what happens when you take too many psych ( Read more... )

So I already posted on my myspace page which is strange. I think I'm just in a damn freakin' strange mood. I'm unhappy, frustrated, lonely, aggravated, and yet I'm hopeful, destined, attempting to pull myself out of this slump. All about my dad, of course. I know lots of others with 'daddy' issues too. He just frustrates me. Says, 'The right job ( Read more... )

Well I had a strange dream last night. Number one I don't dream about Elijah that often (and yes he was in it) and number 2 I had an interview this morning that I was uber nervous about and it didn't go that great. Not bad just not good. They want someone who's interested in editing and while I can do it I'm not actually INTERESTED in it. If ( Read more... )