*sigh*

[ms_bbygrl]

Blah. That's how I feel today. Nothing happening, no one's here. Just me and Will. Matt has to work til 6 tonight, which I find odd. But I won't go there. We're going tomorrow to look at 2 apartments and going to some kind of reenlistment party for one of his work buddies. Whoo! I know I'll be the only chick there. But, it will be a night out of

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[piecesofmoi]

:( Ive had those same thoughts too. There are lots of days I wish I could go back to the carefree days of being 14 and 15 where my life revolved around my friends and I was always on the phone with someone or spending the night at someones house or just hanging out, with no bills or responsibilities. And yet at the time I thought my life was just sooooo bad. Kids dont know how good they have it until they grow up and realize hey I dont have friends anymore, and I have to take care of myself now, why did I want to grow up so fast?

I'm 23 with two kids, I've never even been on a date :( I've been with my husband, the same guy, since the day I turned 16, and I think I missed out on a lot because of it and because I just couldnt wait to have kids and grow up. I love my kids and I love my husband and I'm thankful for them, I just wish I would've found "me" first. :( Blah.

Just know you're not alone, I know exactly how you feel.

[ms_bbygrl]

Thank you so much for understanding. I'm glad I'm not alone. It just feels that way so often. And I'm in the same both. I've been with my husband since I was 17. Strange the lives we choose.