The house had been so nice. It was now reduced to a little shack with occasional privacy. There was no garden, no mailbox, no phone. She came home and took off her shoes. She was wearing a thin shirt and a wrinkled skirt and stalkings. She ran the bathtub with no intention of bathing and smoked a cigarette against the pink tiles. Goat was home but ( Read more... )

I was talking to Brian and he said I'd been "a bit cocky lately" and we paused.. I think he was grinning, and I was playing with the bottom of my scarf.. I didn't really know what to say or how to explain what I've been feeling, regarding worth. So I ignored him and bought an accordian, a cigar and began a new live journal. Then, this one ended. I ( Read more... )

When I look at my body, there are changes since last night, the scratches and the scars and the paleness. I'm fully aware of how I am going to feel these next two weeks. It reminds me of working, when I know how time is going to pass during a particular time of the day because I know when it's going to be busy ( Read more... )

My kitten just ate a spider and now she's watching the floor to see if there will be another spider. The difference between us is that I did not eat a spider or do anything productive today.. Whereas, my cat did ( Read more... )

Penso che io sono patza - non lo so perche cose sono comme quelle? Voglio uscire e divertirsi pero c'e' compiti da fare e dopo.. pregunte.. Non sono triste ma non sono felice. E lo.. Lui e giu ( Read more... )

I didn't really want to show up and see the ugly mixing with the beautiful, so I decided to stay in and Nick Cave it. I really didn't want to go to sleep, but I crave it ( Read more... )

Today was rather bullshit. I've decided to cancel my journal, at least I think I'm sure I shall ( Read more... )

The house had been so nice. It was now reduced to a little shack with occasional privacy. There was no garden, no mailbox, no phone. She came home and took off her shoes. She was wearing a thin shirt and a wrinkled skirt and stalkings. She ran the bathtub with no intention of bathing and smoked a cigarette against the pink tiles. Goat was home but ( Read more... )

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For every bad thing, responsible thing, that I have to do, there are so many irresponsible things, that I do anyway. We CAN go and get 40s and we CAN go to some party. And I realized that if you stop giving a fuck, you know you're alright. We are young, and after he left the slut thought in my mind, I had makeup tears and I had a Capri 120, that ( Read more... )