"Everything's going wrong." says the girl,in suprise, who can't make up her mind, and was never good with endings. I don't want the night to end this way, right now, but I can't bring myself to make up, I can't let go.. This hurt too much, and to explain why would be crucifying my father, and everything my mother said when I was young, and every ( Read more... )

The red flower stamped on the box holding my ashtray was smeared, last night, when I spilled a drink on it. I couldn't sleep because I have things on my mind and a phonecall, a letter, it's all beyound me ( Read more... )

It was a messy but somewhat excellent and brite day in which nothing could go terribly wrong. And nothing really did ( Read more... )

..Even though a lot of things went wrong today, it was still okay, because I got to see Rich. He really makes me happy.

The weekend's gone. I knew that before it started. In short ( Read more... )

So I managed to avoid studying chem and hang out with Jen, Tina, Jaime and Brian at the same time ( Read more... )

Things are changing and I suddenly feel so aware of graduation and college, even though it's not until next year. Dread and Frustration rule the house of academic responsibility. I just want to write. I don't really care to become yet another victim of bureaucracy ( Read more... )

Curious cramps crush morning light into headache feed. Cloves soothe, cigarettes would be better. Tina gets home. Took a bath, aspirin, grapefruit juice and offense ( Read more... )

(Nancy wore green stalkings, and she slept with everyone ( Read more... )

Things are going super fast and two days ago is excellently away. As if time distance cures everything ( Read more... )