If you think this is a cry for attention, then look the other way Motha Fucka

Jul 23, 2004 15:11


Interesting past couple of days. Nothing special, but very placid.

I don't really feel close to anyone these days. It's scaring me. I look over everyone of my freinds and I evaluate them and I come to these crazy conclusions. What makes us friends? How did we come to be? Do you honestly care? I don't think you do. Maybe I am going through some ( Read more... )

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criminal_virtue July 23 2004, 14:44:19 UTC
(this is monica. new s/n)

Sabrina, take a deep breath. 10..9..8...1 because I'm not typing out the rest of the numbers.

Next: If you ever thought of me as your best friend, and we lost it, then I'm sorry. It's not because I don't care about you. Geez, if you ever think that again, call me so I can tell you that I care about you and would gladly give my life for you and all that mushy stuff. I know the people you hang out with -- and once they care, they care with everything in them. You're not an exception.

I honestly think we're all going through this independent phase. Where being around people is suddenly less appealing than being alone and doing things on your own. And as for feeling unaccomplished? Honey -- we're teenagers. We wouldn't be if we were feeling accomplished. Hell, I was under the impression that summer was a time when you don't accomplish anything. When you simply exist because you just survived an entire year of mean teachers, too much homework and high school drama ( ... )

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Holy Moly! wishonastar1007 July 23 2004, 20:27:41 UTC
my Sabrina, Im soooo sorry I wasnt here when U called this afternoon, I was at the optomitrist.

Im so sry that u feel that way, n i want to make it better. tomorrow Im gonna call u like As soon as I can n maybe we can do sumthin tomorrow. I Dyed my hair! lol.

N i wanna say the same thing monica did, im sorry if u ever thought of me as ur best friend n we lost it. i wanna be here for u as much as i can, n if its not enough, im sry.

im watching the news anxiously awaiting to see you. ;D

I Love you sooooooooo much.

-toni

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Re: Holy Moly! reallycoolguy17 July 23 2004, 22:15:48 UTC
It's because no ones organized anything, but i know what you mean. This summers just been a real drag. I havent improved and im not enjoying the relaxation. I wanna go back to 8th grade, when things were great.
Dont worry things will be back to normal when school starts... wont they? This is gunna be an akward year or forced enjoyment and teenage stress.

I hate this place

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Re: Holy Moly! wishonastar1007 July 24 2004, 00:21:38 UTC
Ok if Everyone went back to Middleschool or Elementry, they wouldnt have ever freakin met me!! Doesnt that make u the least bit sad?!?! It sure does make me sad, I also think that 5th grade and 7th grade were the most awsome years, but I would only like to visit them in my dreams, again. Because I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Greatful for meeting each of you and having each of u in my Life, although that may not seem like comfort now, but when we are older and wheather we are still friends or not ( i hope we are) we will be able to look back at Highschool and know that these people made such a difference in my life n im glad I didnt stay in Elementry or middleschool. Then after you have met me n we have the best years of our lives these comming years, then you can wish to be in Highschool again! lol ( ... )

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Re: Holy Moly! reallycoolguy17 July 24 2004, 13:08:37 UTC
haha i htought you knew thats why we wanted to go back in the past?? Nah its just cuz those were the younger years with less useless overdramatized teenage stress than there is now. The good days ya know? Everyone has them. I say we all go to group therapy. I call the long couch!!!

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unagirolls July 24 2004, 10:18:05 UTC
Crikey. I swear on my beautiful ass you sound like me a couple months ago. Baaabe. I love you. I'm your friend. I called you a few times, but you never pick up. I've been busy myself this past summer, but I promise when I start driving (which is before school starts hopefully)...we will do something. You need to cheer up. You really do sound like me and that scares me. I went through the most horrible period these last couple months when I was figuring out who my real friends are...and I'm going through the post-op right now. It fucking sucks because I've realized everything that I should have seen months ago.

You've got me. You've got my number. I can't guarantee that I'll pick up- I'm always working, but I can promise that we'll do something and I'll call back.

you have a sticker on your crotch.

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Re: Nope. reallycoolguy17 July 24 2004, 13:09:30 UTC
The dental anomaly is right

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