Comments | ms_legerdemain: like hate and love, worlds apart, this fatal love was like poison right from the start

ms_legerdemain

like hate and love, worlds apart, this fatal love was like poison right from the start

Nov 08, 2009 09:28

WARNING: WHINING AHOY

♠ I have lost my 53 mojo. It's very distressing. In fact, I think I've lost my mojo in general, but I've noticed the 53 bit most because I just read Volumes 6, 7 and 8 of Reload. DAMN. I mean, I should have known something was wrong. The last Saiyuki themed thing I was working on was 58...admittedly from Sanzo's perspective, ( Read more... )

failcakes, ficcy fic, aaaaangst, anime/manga

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blasphemiliar November 8 2009, 00:33:37 UTC

Download limits can go die. We've got 12 000MB before our connection slows from 256 to 64Kb but my brother uses it all on XboxLive in five days, and then he hogs the whole of the slow connection to play and wonders why it's so laggy. Gah. And it's not like I haven't told him why...

Why do we have download limits anyway? Australia needs to get with it and scrap them.

ms_legerdemain November 11 2009, 11:55:39 UTC

Oh, they need to be scrapped. Our internet has gone back to moving at the pace of a purposeful tortoise, rather than a particularly lazy one, so I am trying to be grateful for that.

Ah, siblings. My sister and I are locked in a perpetual downloading battle. :p

caeseria November 8 2009, 01:38:11 UTC

You shouldn't worry about your lack of ability to write in character at the moment. (Well, I think you do write 53 perfectly in character, but anyway...) I am currently trying to write something after two months of not writing anything, and I have had to scrap this fucking thing three times already because my brain won't go into gear.

At least right now I can say part of it is due to drug-induced cold meds, but it really is a flimsy excuse. I think I just suck right now ;) Perhaps I shall just write the smex and go from there LOL

Go back and read the Kami-sama arc - there's SO much wonderful 53'ness to squee over!! (I might do the same actually...!) ♥

ms_legerdemain November 11 2009, 12:00:23 UTC

Aw, thankyou. ♥ I have a couple of 53 ideas which I am allowing to stew, in hopes I will at some point be overcome with inspiration. Hopefully not in the middle of an exam though. :p

LOL, yes, write the smex. Everyone loves the smex. And let's face it, the smex is fun to write. XD I hope the writing is getting easier...it's always hard to get back into the zone, I guess. I hate having to write things over and over...then again, it's always satisfying in the end if you manage to beat the plot/characters into grudging submission.

And with Sanzo, the submission is, I find, always grudging. :p

Love that boy so much. With the angst and the guns and the sexy blonde-ness. *fangirly sigh* He breaks my heart. Though in Reload, Gojyo broke my heart as well, so I was a poor, devastated fangirl for some time. The scene where Gojyo's carrying Hakkai and Goku and they're all covered with blood. *sniffles ( ... )

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ms_legerdemain November 11 2009, 12:06:00 UTC

Thankyou babe. ♥

You shouldn't feel bad about 58. I would like it, I really would (I mean, I've written it, not all that well, but I wrote it), but Sanzo sort of owns my soul, and I just think Gojyo might be able to fix him. Or they might be able to fix each other. Because I suspect he could deal with loving Goku, because that sort of father/son love is familiar to him, and the only example of 'healthy' love in his life, for all it ended tragically. But his only experience of sexual love (that we know of) was that attempted rape, which makes me think Gojyo would be good for him, because Gojyo's clearly been round the block a few times so he'd know what he was doing, and I think he'd be a...good lover. In the sense of caring, and sensing what his partner wanted and needed.

Those pants are never going to grow on me.

:p