Things aren't well..nothing feels right..I've never felt so out of place, even around those I love.

why do people have to ruin someone else's life?

Sooo...last night I went up to the recording studio...like old times. between terrible music, the ihop lady, and willy...I almost died. Ohhhhhh mike crews <3333333

i pretty much make stupid decisions

soooo...everything sucks.

my birthday is this coming up sat. yay!!

Well..they are leaning more towards cancer again. which sucks. i guess we will find out more later

When you need people the most...they are never there.

i really wish i had someone going through this with me. this has been a very stressful time. and i feel real alone. my dad is freaked out, so he wants me to stay in bed non stop...and he is stressing me out more. my mom is pretending i have a cold. its rough.

My appts got changed.. one thursday and one saturday.

sucks.