It's 9am, and I have yet to go to bed. But, I don't think that's going to happen. I have a lot to do today. Cash checks..yay for getting paid...bake brownies for those boys, go to that practice, meet Whittney, and that show tonight ( Read more... )

As far as you're concerned the next breath that you take should be underwater.
You're worthless. You've been told once before.
This time you're gonna get back a little more than you paid for.

I could die. Some mother fucker will die tonight....

No one told me that this would be this hard. I'm sick of the yelling and crying.

Gina is being really helpful with the sitution....thank god.

We found a 3 bedroom...yay.

He told me he loved me....eh...

Tonight we are cooking dinner.

I work the rest of this week....yessss.

<3 Milly

I'm back in Jax. The past 2 weeks have been the best of my life....I will never forget them. I just don't know if I can wait 3 months to have a wonderful 2 weeks. Time will tell. so much has happened. I'll speak more of it when I;m awake.

Well let's go back to the middle of the day that starts it all
I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling
And now the red ones make me fly
And the blue ones help me fall
And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling
And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall
Fall on your tongue like pixie dust just think happy thoughts

But you're head is elsewhere,
and I’m talking enough for both of us.

It really sucks when you really care about someone, but it seems like they could care a less.

I try, I swear. I'm just not good at caring about people.

I try to express my emotions the "correct" way....but.... my words never come out right.

I worry too much..and take things too personally and to heart.

Him <3

You..in place of him. It sounded good. But, it fucked up just the same. Now,I'm left feeling like this....again.