Went out with Tiff tonite....for a frikkin purpose
So ya ne ways went out with Tiff tonite, hitup the Ave. Damn been a while since I been out there. Met these guys in this convertable dakota i think it was bagged with a 10 switch setup was pretty quick too, nice. Talked to them for a few, they wanna meet up tomorrow and go out, I think I been out the dating scene too long lol I just wasnt interested. Saw Rob stopped @ McMobile and chilled for a lil bit then my boys tony and jon pulled up (talk about a blast from the past lol) so we talked for a few mins then dipped. Just cruised around for a bit.
Waited on Justin forever to get his ass out there, he ended up not showing up til not too long b4 I had to go home, so ya that was fun. Saw him talking to this girl i h8, ugh that hit a button i didnt need pushed. Then he had this whole "im cool cus im with my boys" attitude and that pissed me off that much more. I duno ive never dated or had friends younger than me, and it is DEF true girls mature faster than boys, so me being older i dont let this age diff bug me but theres times when his "youngism" if you will comes out and thats the times i wonder what the hell im doing. Its hard to like someone who shows the same traits as an ex u had a bad relationship with, and guys from the scene alot of them are the same. I dealt with what I did for too long and too much of it, I wont get back in that position again, not with ne one. Its hard to explain like just "normal" guys are easy to date and be with, but CC guys are a totally different world. You have to come second to their ride and then to their friends..then theres a job if they have one and school if they go and family too, and you have to try to make time to see eachother between all that, its hard. But i guess if its worth it to you, you deal. UGH.....I duno even where i am going with this, im just frusterated.
Ne ways tiff is on now so im gonna talk to her about this shit.
Im out
Pe@ce
~Nik.
~xoxoxo~