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Wow.. I never realized how popular I could be until I split up with the neanderthal husband I had. Now I'm not exactly used to things like.. attention. And the craziest thing is that every guy who has talked to me online in the last week has been in his early 20's. It's kinda freakin me out somewhat. All this new freedom.. the breathing room.. ( Read more... )

Wow. I have a big announcement. My marriage is finally over. I grew the balls to finally kick my loser spouse to the curb because of his reckless gambling binges over the 18 years I was with him. Go me! haha. fucker. Now I'm slowly working on packing up my shit so I can prepare to move out to Indiana this summer to stay with my Master and start a ( Read more... )

Christmas is the most fucked up of all holidays..

I hate this time of year more than I hate being on the rag.

New Years Eve on the other hand... now THATS a holiday.

For my Christmas wish... I wish everyone would go fuck themselves. heh.

I just had the most strenuous night of work I could possibly imagine... I worked swing shift, 1pm - 9pm with Angie and only Lisa showed up for graveyard so I graciously volunteered to stay and wait for James to get there.. He did show up about 90 minutes late and he asked me to stay the whole shift for him because he is really sick.. so.. I just ( Read more... )

I am at the end of another day.. I survived one more.. amazing ( Read more... )

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You know what is really pathetic? When a person hates their life so much that they begin to think of their life as a prison movie. The person thinks of their home as the cell.. their spouse is the warden. My life is like that of a prisoner.. constantly planning my escape.. always looking for a fast break or a quick way out. I think of going to work ( Read more... )

Got the house to myself for the weekend and I am already bored.

I'm not exactly the kind of girl who doesn't mind some pain now and then but tonight I have the mother fucking headache from Hell. It feels like someone shoved an ice pick between my eyes. Just felt like bitching about that. Work sucked. There is never a lot of customers on rainy days so I walked around making messes just so I had something to ( Read more... )