i know that im a good girl, an honest person with morals, but i feel as if i have let all those morals go down the drain. i feel like half the person i use to be only a few months ago...what has happened to me ( Read more... )

well i know whare you are. but why do you have to be there daddy?! i miss you so much. and this song makes me think of you so much. wow, i feel wierd talking to this invisable exsistance as if its gonna transplant this message in my dads head. but i gotta get it out...
oh, and i talked to mom today and shes gonna take me to go see you! im super ( Read more... )

im sitting here at my [again] bofriends house, its midnight and ounce again im sitting here solo...im over this already and it has gain, just started...
well im guessing by now you have realized that  i didnt do away with myself. i ended up laying there and thinking myself to sleep early that evening. which i though had a much happier ending then ( Read more... )

i fucking hate feeling the way i do right now. i dont feel like anyone really understands me and i feel like im a failure at life. a completely miserable feeling. ive been treating this as ur typical diary so im gonna continue to do so, please exscuse my words, if someone is actually reading this ( Read more... )

i feel as if i am workin the streets right now. just a really disgusting a quite dirty feeling. i dont even know why. well kinda. to be honest ( Read more... )

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"i dug a hole so  deep. i could barry promises. but the walls have grown to steep. now im trapped alone and in the dark."

i cant stop singing this song, let alone listening to it. i just broke up with my boyfriend, hes a musician, and i can just picture him singing this song to me. it puts me in tears. i miss him so much. it was a super short and ( Read more... )