I'm incredibly depressed right now, and I want to die. I want to go back to Florida already. I'm sick and tired of having awkward conversations with my extended family, because I don't really know them at all. I'm sick of my mom constantly bunching my brother and I into the same category while talking about us to my extended family. This world ( Read more... )

I'm in Upper Darby right now, and I am very very very happy to be out of that car. Being in a car for FIFTEEN HOURS is always an incredibly stressful affair. Especially when you're driving for TEN of those hours without any rest! I got severely car sick when my sister and I were in "stop and go" traffic during the entire ride through Delaware. ( Read more... )

I just woke up from a very uncomfortable nap, because I had the worst fucking migraine today. I also went blind in my right eye, temporarily. Both of those things ruined a lot of my plans that I had today.
But I feel better now, but still not the regular 82%.

I stayed up all night recording acoustic versions of some of my songs. 17 songs to be exact, but I've only finished the vocals on 15 of them. Two songs were giving my vocals cords some trouble, so I'll probably finish them later on today. And I still haven't added any of the harmonica, keyboards, or lead guitar parts, which I also plan to do ( Read more... )

Never blink, an opened eye
One in both, two in each.
Just You ask, and I'll tell why
The third You'll think,
defined by teach.
Though, that's not so,
We find our way.
Where does one go,
to start ones day.
Imprisoned thoughts,
impair Your eyes.
In time it rots,
unless You rise.

Empty your thoughts
Into the barrel
Empty your dreams
Into the sink
Empty your love
Into my ear
Empty your pain
Into a page

I hope you like it!
If you don't, then read it again, you might like it more the second time you read it.
But if you don't like it after the second time, then you may not like it.
It don't bug me none! (yes it does....JK!)

Well, lately me and Adel have been working on a CD. So far we have five songs recorded, but I'm not including the song we did for the soundtrack (that would make it six). That doesn't really count, because that is a total puss song. JK! I love that song, but it most likely wouldn't be included on a CD. Right now, I am listening to one of the ( Read more... )

Some assholes egged my car earlier tonight, and that shit was such a bitch to clean off.

At first I thought it was bird dook, but then I remembered that bird turds don't have shells.

Today was a good one ( Read more... )

I just woke up and I have a horrible, empty feeling in my stomach ( Read more... )