after all this stress from job searching, i finally got an interview tomorrow at the EGGROLL CAFE. hopefully it goes well! i hate to say it, but i am so desperate! lol. aye, i bet a lot of us are! it seems as if everyone has gone BROKE.

i want to go away soooo bad.
anywhere, i'll go.

so my mom took my keys away. some damage to the back of the car. she found out i was drunk driving. it stresses me out that i'm stressing her out. i'm basically all she has and she's basically all i have :/

everything is a little messed up right now
i'm not really sure what i'm doing
but at the end
who's really happy?

i hate sleeping alone at night. i think that's one thing i miss the most about being in a relationship (besides sex). just having the feeling of security. i'm such a lonerrrrrrr. MR RIGHT, WHERE ARE YOOOUUUUU??? haha.

for some reason i get mistaken a lot for being a lesbian. i swear, i had about 3 people today asking me this. i don't know what it is? it's not a bad thing either. a lot of guys i meet today only want "that thing, that thing, that thiiiiiiiiiing". hah lauryn hill is theee lady!

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i don't know whats up with me anymore...