today at 3:25pm my uncle passed away. i never thought that i could feel this way - so empty and so alone. i sat there and watched as he took his last breath and as his heart stopped ( Read more... )

why is it i have been so prepared for this but now i am in a state of denial ( Read more... )

tomorrow at 8a i am attending a meeting to go over just what will happen once we take my uncle off life support and ive never been more scared in my life.

i'm not ok.

ok so this is really hard for me to do but i think if i do it i might feel a little better. so here it goes ( Read more... )

my uncle is dying and i think i am dying right along with him. i dont think ive ever hurt this much and right now i have no one to console me. it really sucks. oh well.

another year has come and gone and there is so much i have experienced and learned. i just want to thank everyone who made this year what it was.

this year i realized what it feels like to be loved. i met the love of my life and the man i am going to spend the rest of my life with. i discovered not only is he the love of my life, hes also my best ( Read more... )

its been super long since ive gone to a show but heres the bands i get to see over the next couple months:

Amorphis
As Hope Dies
Beyond the Embrace
Bleeding Through
Death Star
Eighteen Visions
Emery
Into Eternity
Misery Signals
Red Letter Plague
Remembering Never
Single Bullet Theory
The Warriors

yea. should be fun.

not seeing your bf for 4 days sucks especially when you were supposed to see him but instead he went to some stupid bar with his friend. yea im selfish. so what? im just jealous bc i have no friends beside him.

amazing doesnt even begin to describe my boyfriend ( Read more... )