to top of the fact that a lot of crap has happened lately, i have shitty family members who make it their goal to make sure you are unhappy. congratualtions, you're doing a fabulous job. oh well, at least i know who i can tell things to and who i can't and who i can trust and who i can't. family is family, but when the stuff repeatedly happens, ( Read more... )

i got into VCU...

VCU BITCHES!!!

goodbye longwood, goodbye old times, hello new life and good times and good people.  and paula and i already made the deal to see each other at least once a month.  don't worry, it will happen poo p, i could never live my life without you.  i'm so freakin happy right now that i could just die knowing things would ( Read more... )

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

still a little sad, but i just know things will get better. brent is a good friend, but i can't be with anyone right now, as much as i do like him, because i don't know if i still have feelings for loukas. i probably wouldn't be thinking about it so much if he wasn't his best friend. but, we agreed this would be too weird, at least right now ( Read more... )

i'm so confused about everything. and i don't mean to hurt people, but i think i have already. and i'm so mad at myself ( Read more... )

If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, please post a memory of me.It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you ( Read more... )

well, i have a silly upper respiratory infection. so, i'm sick or whatever, but my heart is healthy. hahahaha. ewwwww, i'm sorry i said that.

that's really all. i'm a pretty happy girl.

I set out on a narrow way many years ago ( Read more... )

so, to keep it basic, we're done. loukas and i. he lied, and that's that. by we're done, i mean, no hope to get back with him and we aren't friends. he's not who i thought he was at all and i have been completely fooled by him for 3 years. he made it really easy last night to be okay with it though. those of you who need to know, i will tell ( Read more... )

so, i'm going to the photo lab at like 1130, which is an hour away, so i really don't have anything to do right now. of course i am up because i had my fabulous 8am class this morning. actually, i really enjoy that class. my teacher is brilliant ( Read more... )