OMG! tonight was crazy ( Read more... )

so i said that i wasn't digressing, persay. "Persay" being the operative word. um, I had an SA encounter. And we talked and i found out that he'll be in the towers indefinitely, including the summer and fall, etc. um.... i'll work it out. I have to overcome this and quit runnin away from everything. anyhow, I just wanted to update ( Read more... )

today is day 100 for me. i just wanted to share. at least i'm not moving backwards, persay, and i now have some direction, motivation, and goals to reach.

well i'm soo exhausted and frustrated cuz i cant sleep. so i decided to just update what's been going on in my life ( Read more... )

it's just one of them days... nothing is going my way...

Well i didnt get selected for work for housing. i should have figured it wouldnt have been that easy for me. i guess it's just a trial to see how much i can rely on Jah... i changed my screen name to "Never be anxious about the next day, for the next day will have its own anxieties." and then all this summer situation comes up. *sigh* i'm tryin to ( Read more... )

i realized that jus because SA seemed to have crept back into my life doesnt mean that i have accept it as an inevitability. april is almost over and where am i? not any better. i have to get myself back on track. i'm gonna quit talkin bout it and jus start bein about it... here goes.

so um... ya

something is about to happen ( Read more... )

oh, so (real quick ( Read more... )