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msmelissa

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Sep 25, 2003 14:57

I got the Autopsy results today. I might of been emotionally better off not knowing. Off to hug my pillow I go.

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creamfilledrat September 25 2003, 12:53:01 UTC

i'm sorry missy

msmelissa September 26 2003, 07:57:13 UTC

Thanks Karen, I can't wait for Saturday! I can really use the cheering up.

adamandtammy September 25 2003, 13:19:10 UTC

I know the words are I'm sorry but it just does not seem like enough. I don't know what your pain is like but I understand it. I am here for you if you ever need me. Just remember that you have great friends that love you and we are all here for you in this sad time in your life. Call me later if you would like and if not I truly understand. I love you Missy.

msmelissa September 26 2003, 08:00:12 UTC

I honestly feel blessed to have you Tammy. You are one of my few "friends for life". I know we can go weeks without talking, and all either of us have to do is just pick up the phone.
I love you

adamandtammy September 27 2003, 20:53:00 UTC

I love you Missy You will always be in me and Adam's life no matter what.

__shesaid__ September 25 2003, 13:35:35 UTC

For your mama? When we got ours for my mom it was like a whole can of worms was opened, so I know how you feel. If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here for you girlie.

*big hugs*

msmelissa September 26 2003, 08:02:46 UTC

yeah thats how I feel. It's harder now that I know. I seriously hate all of this. I hate missing her. I can't see myself telling someone years from now.. "my mom passed 5 years ago" I don't want to. I can't handle it. *hugs*

__shesaid__ September 26 2003, 08:06:13 UTC

I know what you mean. At lunch yesterday my co-worker's were all saying how they are old enough to be my mom and they were asking how old my mama was and I said "she was 42, remember she died 6 months ago?" Just sounds so damn weird saying that, doesn't feel right and I am not sure if it ever will. We finally put her ashes into the ocean last weekend and that was the most peaceful and soothing I have felt over all of this in god knows how long.

Take care honey.

*hugs*

hurizun September 26 2003, 03:21:40 UTC

I don't have the perfect words to say to you, so I will opt to just be silent and offer you a listening ear and a hug any time you need it.

msmelissa September 26 2003, 08:04:25 UTC

<3 You really are wonderful. I'll be taking you up on that hug soon.

jenni_goes_grrr September 26 2003, 05:57:43 UTC

I love you missy ...

msmelissa September 26 2003, 08:04:53 UTC

I love you too