I really HATE this...

Jun 11, 2004 12:08

12 months ago TODAY was the Worst day in my life.
Will it ever get easier??
If only I could go back into time... so many things I'd do differntly
I miss her more than I ever thought I could miss anything
It hurts

I love you Mom
RIP

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mandy6488 June 11 2004, 09:26:00 UTC
I wish I could say it gets easier, but it doesn't. At least so far. Next month is my mom's 7th anniversary and it's still as hard as the 1st one.
I think maybe the day to day stuff gets a little easier. You don't think about it AS much.. but the thoughts and the hurt and especially holidays and anniversaries just stay so hard.

I know today is a rough, rough day and you are in my thoughts...

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douwanna June 11 2004, 09:28:29 UTC
i cant i know what ur going threw all i can say is that im here if u need a sholder to cry on and a hand to hold or just someone to yell at because u have to get the feelings out member i love u and no matter what im always here i love u missy keep ur head up and member she loves u to just think she made u so u know shes a great woman

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dolphintasha June 11 2004, 11:55:09 UTC
I can say I know what you are going through.. and today is a hard hard day for you.. I'm going through this a second time now and even this isn't easier than the first..

Mandy is right.. the small things get a little easier but you never stop thinking about her and the thoughts and hurt are always there.. March was 9 years for my mom.. I miss her just as much now as I did then.. and I think yesterday and today I miss her more than ever.

I love you and if you need me, I'm here for you.

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lipstickanscars June 11 2004, 13:33:25 UTC
I love you. <3 im here if you need me.

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facless June 11 2004, 15:00:07 UTC
<333

i know how it feels to lose a parent, unfortunately my dad is still alive, but chooses to avoid me and become someone else as if he is not even alive to me anymore. if you need anything, im here. i love you.

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