Well alas, we meet another year of holiday's gruesome god child, divorce and seperation. What can I say, I don't like christmas from any standpoint aside from not haveing to work and getting stuff, and yes I know that this is selfish, but that is how it goes. I am sure dinner is almost ready oh well, blah blah blah, you know how I go. God ( Read more... )

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I am alive, and may I add that the thing I am most thankful for this thanksgiving is to have it be done. My step dad was so sick that when he got here he promptly went to sleep on the couch, he didn't even want to hug me because he was so sick, he was shaking. I generally hate family gatherings, but believe it or not, I am so glad my sister was ( Read more... )

I hope everyone had a happy halloween. I am so sore from skiing though. God dammit all sometimes though. I am so sick of fighting with you, I am sick of you always thinking you are right, I hate the fact that you make me feel inferior, and I hate that I always go back to you. I don't know why I like to be around you, when you always seem to ( Read more... )

So today is still short, still new, still so much to do. Yet I have managed to piss off my mom, so I suppose it is a good day. Oh yeah, I am also White Trash, so yeah, Fridays rock. I am so pissed, all I want to do is listen to loud music, sing, dance, have sex, and all the fun stuff. I don't know what to do. Today in gym Mr. Williams asked me ( Read more... )

Home an hour late on curfew, everyone is asleep. Have to go to school at 7:15 tomorrow morning but that's cool I guess. Um, maybe I need gym clothes, I don't remember. Had necessary conversings tonight that make me feel a lot less ill at ease, I think that is right, I also intend to begin working out at the rec center because I think it looks ( Read more... )

Hmm, not too much to say, but umm, I dunno.
Okay bye

Solitude ( Read more... )

I remember why I'm not impulsive, because I don't like surprises, mostly because you have no controll over these things. I suppose that I am more anal than I thought I was, but I am learning to be less uptight. I am just not really sure that I like what all is happening. I don't get it.

Well,
Last night sucked.
Lauren