i cant play tonight. I got home at 11pm and I really want to see my friends but I was up at 330am and have to get up at 6am tomorrow. I am so tired. dammit. want to go out. damn it.

I love fall weather. It has always been my favorite season. I have kind of missed it since we really don't get that much of a fall in So-Cal. I used to live in the part of the country that is most famous for their spectacular fall season it was the biggest boom for tourism during the fall months opposed to the summer rush. I lived in the Berkshires ( Read more... )

It's late. Actually it's early. Up late, no reason, listening to postal service. Daydreaming about the first time I ever read a live journal. The journal I read was about a boy who was post education and pre career. About his best friends, about the surf, about a girl, about what to do with his future. I love fond memories ( Read more... )

Uterus in a Blender. That by far is def the best band name ever created and I did it all by myself. Think you can top it? I don't think so. I hung out with my friend Ryan tonight and we went to see a movie. I immediately convinced him to see a movie that chris would never see with me! I am so smart.. like genius. Yeah so watching A Place like ( Read more... )

I miss you so, so, so, much! Please, please come home. Its better to have no fun at all then to have fun and not be able to share it with you. So lonely. 24 hour shifts hurt. Yes this is a drunken self pity entry, I realize that I don't deserve my own pity but dammit I'm taking it.

"Free and Easy Wanderer Plus" is the name of the new chinese herb remedy that I am taking as prescribed from my L.Ac. (my dad). But really it just means that when taken with food it allows the food to be free and easily wander out of my ass within a very short time ater consumption. Anyways, I am finding myself having a good day even though I have ( Read more... )

Event: Friends BQing at the pool ( Read more... )

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I had a wonderful week. Now I want to cut off my head to stop the pain. No more alcohol...or chocolate for that matter. I fuckin ODed.

I got to spend the day with my sister in PB and it was fun! I woke up early and went over there to have breakfast at 976 cafe, which is right next door to her house. We had a lot of fun. we hung out for the day and watched Wedding Crasher's. we also got bullied into getting smoothies at the place right by the theater in fashion Valley. It was so ( Read more... )