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WELL JUST A BREIF RUN DOWN OF WHAT IS TOO COME AT MY HOUSE AS OF MONDAY I WILL NO LONGER BE LIVING HERE ANYMORE... IT IS TEMPORARY FOR THE TIME BEING WE NEED SOME TIME APART.. I AM GOING TO A FRIENDS HOUSE ... OVER IN LAKELAND.. TO STAY A COUPLE NIGHTS... YOU PROBLEY WONT SEE ME UNLESS I AM WORKING AT THE RINK... AND THAT WILL BE ON SUNDAY.. MICHAEL DOESNT WANT ME HERE SO BREIGH AND I ARE GONE FOR A WHILE... I AM SORRY I HAVE LET YOU ALL DOWN AS A FRIEND BUT WE CAN NOT BE ANYMORE.. I THOUGHT WE WERE OK WHEN I LEFT FOR WORK YESTERDAY.. BUT IT APPEARS THAT WE ARE NOT.. I LOVE YOU MICHAEL BUT I HAVE TO DO WHAT YOU ASK OF ME... U DONT THINK I HAVE THE NERVE TO LEAVE BUT I AM.. AND I DO... I WILL CALL YOU IN A COUPLE OF DAYS... MAYBE. I WANT TO BE ADULT ABOUT IT BUT IT IS HARD TO DO IT WHEN I TELL YOU I AM SORRY BUT YOU PUT ME DOWN LIKE YOUR MOTHER... I AM NOT HER AND I AM NOT A PIECE OF CRAP ... I MADE A MISTAKE CANT YOU EXCEPT THAT... I LOVE YOU AND I WANTED TO BE WITH YOU... I MADE MY MISTAKES BUT SO HAVE YOU... I CAME HOME DOESNT THAT COUNT FOR ANYTHING.... SO TO ALL WHO KNOW US ... WE ARE NO MORE.. JUST DONT CROSS HIS PATH OR YOU WILL END UP ON THE WORSE SIDE.. I HAVE SEEN HIM AND FELT HIM DONT DO WHAT I DID... MICHAEL NEEDS PEOPLE WHO WILL LISTEN TO HIM ... SO I SUGGEST TO YOU ALL WHO DONT CARE ABOUT WHAT HE SAYS ... LISTEN....I DIDNT AND SEE WHERE I ENDED UP... HOMELESS! DONT WORRY BOUT ME I WILL BE OK...NOT THAT I REALLY HAVE ANYONE WHO CARES ANYWAYS... I LOVE YOU MICHAEL WITH ALL MY HEART BUT LIKE YOU SAID YOU ARE GOING TO SNAP...TO LATE...I THINK... YOU DONT WANT ME TO DO ANYTHING STUPID, BUT LET ME TELL YOU.. UR MY WORLD AND ALL I KNEW... WE CRASHED AND I HELD YOUR NECK AND GAVE YOU THE LITTLE LIFE YOU HAD LEFT... I WATCHED YOU DIE IN MY ARMS ..I SAT BY YOUR BED FOR A WEEK NOT KNOWING IF I KILLED YOU OR NOT.. I STILL SUFFER FROM INJURIES BUT WENT TO WORK BECAUSE I KNEW WHAT I HAD TO DO..YOU TELL ME THAT I AM UNGREATFUL.. WELL LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING.. I AM GREATFUL EVERYDAY ... I DID NOT CARE IF YOU WERE MAD OR NOT... YOU WERE ALIVE AND THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERED TO ME.... I DONT UNDERSTAND YOU .. YOU ARE A DARK PERSON WHO I FEEL HATES PEOPLE BECAUSE OF YOUR PAST... YOU SAY YOU TRY TO BE NICE BUT NO ONE LISTENS... WELL THAT IS THE WAY IT GOES.. YOU WON THE BATTLE. CHECK MATE.... I SUPPOSE.. MANY OF YOU MIGHT THINK THAT I STUCK UP FOR DJ... WELL YOU ARE WRONG.. NOT ONE OF YOU MOTHER FUCKERS LISTENED TO ME WHEN I SAID HE IS GETTING MAD AT YOU ALL.... HE IS GONNA TAKE IT OUT ON ME.. NOT ONE OF YOU.... I AM BETRAYED BECAUSE SOME OF YOU THINK I TOOK DJ'S SIDE AND NOT MIKES ... WRONG I TOOK MY SIDE! I WANTED TO GO HOME AND THAT IS WHAT I DID... BUT NOW I WILL SUFFER FROM IT...BECAUSE I MADE THE MISTAKE OF WALKING.. SO ANY OF YOU WHO THINK THERE IS SOMETHING GOING ON YOU ARE WRONG.. SADLY WRONG...SO I SUGGEST THE TIME I AM AWAY YOU RETHINK YOUR ACTIONS WITH ME AND MICHAEL..I AM SO TIRED OF TRYING TO HELP EVERYONE AND GET SHIT FOR IT IN THE END... DONT ASK ME FOR NO DEALS AT THE SNACK BAR.. DONT ASK FOR NOTHING BECAUSE I CANT NOT DO IT NO MORE... I AM THE OFFICAL BITCH AGAIN AND I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH THOSE THAT HURT ME... I LOVED MY FRIENDS AND MY BOYFRIEND BUT NOW I HAVE TO CHOOSE AND THE ONE I WANT HAS WASHED HIS HANDS OF ME BECAUSE OF MY SO CALLED "FRIENDS" WELL ENJOY YOUR LIFES AND I WILL SEE YOU WHEN I SEE YOU.... MICHAEL AGAIN I AM TRUELY SORRY THAT I AM THE PIECE OF SHIT AT THE BOTTOM OF YOUR SHOE.... JUST REMEMBER WHO WAS THERE WHEN YOU MADE YOUR MISTAKES.. I CAME BACK.... I LOVE YOU CHRYSTAL
