DEAR DJ DODSON

Nov 19, 2005 13:05




YES I AM PRETTY SURE YOU ARE GOING TO BE READING THIS AND THAT IS OK IT IS MEANT FOR YOU DEAR...
YOU ARE A MEAN BOY, A REALLY MEAN BOY, I USE THE WORD BOY BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT YOU ARE, HOW DARE YOU TELL ME THOSE THINGS WHEN YOU DIDNT MEAN THEM! I THOUGHT YOU WERE A CLOSE FRIEND BUT YOU TURNED YOU BACK ON ME... YOU WENT BACK TO ALEX, THAT IS OK.. I DONT CARE BUT YOU LIED TO ME... YOU NEVER TOLD HER THE TRUTH AND WHAT I THOUGHT WAS THE TRUTH WAS A LIE.. YOU STILL TOLD ME YOU CARED, IS THAT WHY YOU HAVENT EVEN CALLED ME? FRIENDS DONT DO THAT TO FRIENDS.. MY SISTER TOOK YOU IN WHEN YOU LEFT THAT HOUSE.. YOUR RIGHT YOU DIDNT HAVE TO LEAVE IS THAT WHY YOU WENT BACK CAUSE ALEX MOVED ON AND YOU WANTED THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS... THAT WAS WRONG.. I AM NOT SAD OR ANGRY ANYMORE... YOU SAY YOU STILL WANT TO SKATE WITH ME.. OK LET US SKATE ..
YOU MADE ME LOOSE ALL OF MY HOPE IN BEING HAPPY... MICHAEL WAS RIGHT ABOUT YOU, UR A JERK.. AND I SHOULD OF LISTENED.. YOU HURT MY PRIDE AND FOR THAT I AM NOT GOING TO GET OVER ... YOU TOLD ME HOW I WAS SO MUCH BETTER THEN ALEX AND THAT YOU WANTED TO BE WITH ME AND MAKE IT WORK, CAUSE I WAS WHAT YOU WANTED.. HA HA, SORRY I EVEN THOUGHT YOU WERE TELLING THE TRUTH! YOU ARE SO MEAN... YOU LIED AND LIED SOME MORE.. OK SO I TOLD YOU SOMETHING THAT I SHOULD KEPT TO MY SELF... BUT YOU WERE A PERSON I THOUGHT WOULD NEVER TURN THERE BACK ON ME.. THE ONE PERSON WHO DID WAS YOU!
YOU KNOW LYING TO EVERYONE WILL GET BACK TO YOU IN THE LONG RUN, I WONT TELL ALEX OR YOUR MOM ALL THE THINGS WE DID OR SAID, CAUSE I AM A BIG GIRL.. YOU SAY I HAVE DRAMA OK WELL MAKING A BABY JUST BECAUSE ALEX WANTED IT WAS WRONG... I LOVE YOU LIL GIRL AND I NOT TALKING BAD ABOUT HER AT ALL... NOR WILL I TALK BAD ABOUT ALEX BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT MONICA WAS RIGHT I WAS DIRTY AND SO WERE YOU ... NOW IT IS TIME FOR ME TO CLEAN AWAY ALLL MY DIRT AND START OVER AGAIN.. DJ I WILL ALWAYS CARE ABOUT YOU AND MAYBE ONE DAY WE CAN BE FRIENDS.. BUT JUST REMEMBER YOU WALKED AWAY CAUSE YOU COULDNT HANDLE THE PRESSURE OF A GROWN UP WORLD.... MAYBE YOU WILL HIT REALITY SOON.. I THINK YOU ARE GREAT FATHER AND I WILL NOT EVER JUDGE YOU BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE TO HAVE A CHILD AND NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THEM... BOBBY WAS A GOOD EXAMPLE. BUT I AM A WOMEN NOW AND MY MISTAKES WILL HAUNT ME THE REST OF MY LIFE...
MONICA HUNT... THANKYOU FOR CALLING IT LIKE YOU SEE IT... I NEVER LIED TO YOU BUT YOU KNOW I WAS DIRTY TO EVEN TRY TO HOOK UP WITH LAKELANDS "PLAYER" AND FOR THAT I AM SORRY FOR HOW YOU FEEL... I DONT EXPECT ANYTHING FROM YOU ... PLEASE NOTE I NEVER LIED TO YOU ABOUT ANYTHING...
MICHAEL ROUGK.. YOU WERE THE LOVE I ALWAYS WANTED AND FRIDAY SHOWED ME THAT ... I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND MAYBE ONE DAY WE CAN WORK THINGS FOR THE BEST THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME WITH MY CAR... YOU ARE A GREAT PERSON.. AND I AM SORRY FOR LEAVING YOU ... I LOVE YOU AND BREIGH WITH ALL MY HEART...
ROBERT CLARK... THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME WITH THE RUFF THINGS .. YOU ARE A WONDERFUL PERSON AND WE HAVE HAD GREAT TIMES.. I WILL ALWAYS CONTINUE TO BE THE FRIEND I HAVE ALWAYS... BEEN!  I LUV YA TOO .. HATER... LOL

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