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Mar 11, 2009 23:14


I'm feeling sad. And confused. Very, very conflicted. I wish I had some certainty and faith in my decisions.

Did anyone read sweetney the other day?
Hits very close to home.

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dandylie March 12 2009, 07:59:18 UTC
what are you conflicted about honey? did you get my email today? no matter what, i love you and would be there in the drop of the hat.
xoxoox

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lanewaychatter March 12 2009, 10:59:20 UTC
Well. Sometimes when I am posting responses like the one I am about to post I hesitate, because I think: If I'm going to say this to another person, I'd better be prepared to take it on in my own life.

However, that said: I think certainty is over-rated. I think being conflicted and confused can provide extremely valuable information about how to live the best and right life for us. As uncomfortable and sad as it can be to have no clear idea of the path forward (or sideways, or whether there should be a path, or whether you should just loop back and try for a do-over), I truly think the juice of life comes from exploring these unexplored places and uncomfortable emotional spaces.

I think that so much of what we operate on is false, almost like a collective hallucination. So much of what we think we "should" do or is the Right Thing is mis-informed. You might not think that, at all, but I suspect that the sadness, confusion and uncertainty can start to open up, for you, a sense of what is the best thing to be doing next.

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lanewaychatter March 12 2009, 11:11:05 UTC
Oh! And: if you are talking about that Sweetney post in which she writes about her time deficit as a mom and how it lifted when her kid went to kindergarten and about how she's ruled out another kid because she likes her "alone time" too much ( ... )

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andriagirlie March 12 2009, 15:10:52 UTC
Sorry you are all conflicted...

And Sweetney is an old friend of mine that I am not so in touch with anymore but she lives right near me. Small world.

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hotfirecrotch March 13 2009, 03:43:06 UTC
Just do it! You'll be fine!!

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msredkitty March 14 2009, 05:53:24 UTC
you're awesome.

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