Apparently my new default reaction, upon being asked to do something that I want to do, is to burst into tears, repeatedly sob "no I can't do this I'm not good enough" and and flee in the hopes of ceasing hyperventilation sometime this year. That felt just awful. I think it wasn't an actual panic attack, because those usually feel like somebody ( Read more... )

I'mma wring a few words out of myself today ( Read more... )

I think my 3DS is trolling me ( Read more... )

Still fighting off a cold that caught up with me last week, a nasty sore throat/stuffed sinuses combo. I can't tell if the pressure on my eardrums has to do with the drippy skies or my drippy nose. Yech.

And that's about all the words I can today.

I spent a frankly embarrassing period of time in doing it, but I got my preorder in for a Ness amiibo. I'm ridiculously happy with myself ( Read more... )

Yesterday, my browser engaged in a rather impressive show of repeatedly crashing whenever I tried to do anything. Also when I didn't do anything. Frustrating as that was, I have to admire the sort of commitment involved ( Read more... )

Some days, you wrestle with the toothpaste tube. You grab it and grip it and carefully work the contents out ( Read more... )

It's one of those nights where the words eke out like the last blobs of toothpaste in the tube: they'll come, all right, but they'll make you work to have them. You have to twist and crank and squeeze, and if you don't do it just so, you'll have to start all over, and you may waste what little you were able to get ( Read more... )

I was searching through my archived email today and came across this gem in an archived chat transcript:

me: I would have expected: FFFFFFUUUUU--

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For bonus points, close above it was this line:

Jaina: I was occupied. With my occupation. Meaning I had some fighting for my life, and other lives, to do ( Read more... )

Ugh, I keep having days when I try to write at Pro and my brain just clogs like a toilet. It feels as disgusting as that sounds, I assure you. It's not all bad - today I managed to eke out a post. Not a great post, but a post, and pretty much any post is better than no post ( Read more... )