so i am here in kansas....i am having an okay time...i hang out with my aunt its cool...people here are soo rude...grr....but its cool...so monday was a month of mac and i being a married couple...hehe...to bad he is on a ship somewhere in the ocean i got to talk to him this last weekend...i miss cali...but i guess everything works out for a reason ( Read more... )

I need to write more, and think less ( Read more... )

so today sucked...mac is mad at me...cried way to much today it sucks when you fight with the man you love over emails... the delayed responses...the not being able to see his face... fucking navy...blah i hate this...

another GREAT weekend here in the wonderful state of Nebraska ( Read more... )

....i miss my husband ( Read more... )

i am soo tried of people talking shit...i hate people who think they know what is going on and they have no idea...instead they jump to what they think is right and judge you on it...pisses me off....keep my name out of your mouth.. you dont know what is going on....just cause you are jealous doesnt give you the right to talk shit when you dont ( Read more... )

hehe i got a job!! i now work at applebees....weee...

...so i think i might move in with my aunt and uncle...they want me to stay there...they have a car for me to use and i think i might i have a better chance of getting a job here then in Nebraska...but i dunno...umm i really wish i was there in California...i miss everything soo much...i miss everyone soo much...ahh this is fucking gay...i wish i ( Read more... )

so i am in kansas atm...i wish i could have walked but noo.. to the class of 04....we did it...we got though high school.. i am soo proud of all of us for what we did...i really wish i was there to walk and see everyone walk...i love you all everyone who was there for me i love you...

...so here i am in Nebraska ( Read more... )