So What's On Cynthia's Mind?
I'll tell you what's on my mind.. And there's some people that will agree with me. It just freaking sucks.
Seeing you refer to these group of people that you hang out with as your "best friends" I love it how this can be possible when the peeps that you use to hang out with in B Building and me have known you longer. It's just fucking great.
When the choir went to Disneyland in part I was happy to be there but.. It made me feel like total shit when you didn't even notice that I wasn't around because you were too busy with the group that was around you. Tried catching up but it was like you asses were runing a marathon. Spent half the day on my own with one other person.
I love what you bust on us on prom night when you said you would take a picture with us but you didn't, why? Because you spend the money in taking another picture with a huge ass group. Don't say your gonna do something if you can't keep it in mind. You hardly spent time with us that night at the dance.
Or how about when we would call you up to hang out, and you tell us that you would call us in an hour.. So we wait and wait.. Then 2 hours or more would pass and you wouldn't call! So we call you back and you would say "Sorry guys its getting late and I'm still busy" and just leave us hanging not once but several times.
Or if it wasn't that, you would just tell us "Oh no I have important things to do" homework, errands, etc. BUT later on we would read on your lj that you had gone out with those other people to a club or spend time with them till freaking 5 a.m. or even later.
Are we just that fucking dull to you that you rather go with other people then give us a try?
How about when we try to talk. Usually all we see from you are the words "Random" or "Gangster" as your response to what we are telling you. You don't even try to have a conversation with us anymore.
How come we have to try twice as hard to hang out with you but if those other people come around you would go in a heart beat.
And I can keep on going but... Even so we still try to be there with you but you have succeeded on pushing us far away, so far away that you don't even care to give us a glimpse.
You know I don't care what you do to me but there's other people that are going through the same shit and you act like we're the bad guys?
You've changed so much you don't even notice what has happened to us.
It's just fucking rocks my pants off! Note: If you don't notice some of the sarcasm within the text then your pretty much fucked.