Let me just warn you before you start reading this... i'm in a very lovey-dovey kinda mood and i just had to get this all out there, so if you're not in the mood to read "why i'm so very in love" courtesy of ms. shephard, skip this and go read something else... anything else, it's long, and like i said, all about what i'm feeling right now... that
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"i was NEVER really happy, as much as i looked the part, i still went home at the end of the night and thought that there had to be more than just constantly partying and being "that girl everyone liked" i don't feel like that now, and damn! it feels good. and i feel better about myself, more secure with myself, not because he tells me i'm beautiful/pretty/smart/whatever, but because i can finally let down all of those stupid walls that i've put up all my life and see me for me. and i like it.
That's exactly how I feel too. It's like I went through all that partying and everything for a reason. So I could appreciate him.
I worry about boring my boyfriend too, even though he tells me that he treasures those "blah" moments where we just sit down and watch TV, I still worry. I guess it's something I have to get over. I can't do cartwheels or anything so I guess I'll just have to suck it up.
And about the synchronized orgasms, damn. You're lucky.
-L.
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yeah, hector just kinda "snuck up on me", i wasn't looking for a relationship, but i think we both figured out early on, that this was meant to be, and of course we have our moments, but for the most part things are good... great even...
ah... and i too feel like all of my partying and crazy days got me to a place in my life where i COULD deal with a mature relaionship, because how good can you really be to someone else if you're still dealing with your own shit and you're not really able to be good to yourself?
eh, nice to hear from you, feel free to drop by any time with words of wisdom, or anything else!
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