Yep ( Read more... )

If my body doesn't feel like crap,
my heart will.

no way around it.

I just want to close my eyes, put on a stevie wonder cd on repeat and sit until I feel like a person.

Yeah. That is starting to sound GREAT.

HA*********RA
PP*********GG
Y**********IO

BI*********I
R**********LO
TH*********VE
DA
Y**********YO
***********U

LI*********I'm sad 'cause I missed
A**********you all DAY... :(
NA

MA
RI
E

So these are the things I really want ( Read more... )

I'm really glad that everybody is so HAPPY :)at least most of the time...

I don't know if I can say the same...
but I don't know why.

Maybe if I was normal... you might understand.
I miss you.
Alot of shit has me pissed off.
I'm just not even going to share it anymore.
Tired.

That's all I am...

Tired.

Of Everything.

And I rather be crying than feeling nothing at all.

But I feel nothing.

I hope you have fun at homecoming.

How about I walked to Cassie/Lisa's party from my house when there was nobody home on Friday and I DIDN'T GET YELLED AT WHEN I CAME HOME!

And it was amazing.

Soon, I will demanding that we go to a apple orchard/cider mill.
I'm not kidding.

****I'm done being naive and hopeful,
Those days from me are over.
So don't expect it.

I'm not special,
So don't say it.

Don't say you'll be there,
when you don't seem to care I exist.

I don't have friends,
So don't claim that I lie.

I might be a little bitter,
but don't suggest it.

If you don't know where I've come from,
don't expect you'll know where I'm ( Read more... )

I found this bad boy, and I would LOVE to share it with you ( Read more... )

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY

TO MY DEAR,

LISA K. ROBERTS.
She is really really special to me.  And I have no idea why.

I am really rather excited 'cause I'm going SECTIONAL CRASHING tomorrow.
Oh man, don't you wish you were that cool.  So if your section is having sectionals tomorrow, you will most definitely see me there :)  Primarly, I'm going trumpet marching.  ( Read more... )