I dont understand whats wrong with me. I have an appartment, a spot in college, and basically a whole new life waiting for me in greensboro
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oh marisa, i wish i could help you out. i'll be home next weekend though, if you want to talk about it or just chill together. i'll take you out to eat or something. maybe you'll feel differently about everything once you've moved in and school begins. you can always switch colleges (which i think i'm going to have to do) or take a break from it. you are only 18 with the world open to you, you could do millions of things instead of going to college right now. god i wish i could say something to make you magically feel better. i love you marisa! and i am always here for you.
Dear baby Jesus, Marisa, you have no idea. I feel exactly the same way, and have been feeling like this ever since I started college. I'm afraid to say, if you're anything like me, that it will not go away. I keep dreaming of the one day when I will have the balls to grab the few pennies I have and make a run for it. I hate the sameness of every day, I hate the fact that I do what every one else is doing and I cant wait for the day I finally say fuck this, I'm out. Not anywhere in particular, but just away from college, work, etc.
Good luck M! Hopefuly you will like Greensboro more than I do Chapel Hill.
you can always live life without throwing away the "safe path"... hell, when u come back from cali, we are going to live it up for a good week or so. trust me
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and yeah, maybe i will feel differently...whatever happens happens i guess...
and you did make me feel a little better :) I love you too!!! bunches and bunches!!!!
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Do you have any idea where you would jump to?
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Good luck M! Hopefuly you will like Greensboro more than I do Chapel Hill.
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one day we will run pat-rice, one day....
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im back now so lets start living.
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