Wow, I haven't done this in a while... writing at all for that matter, which is strange for me, because it's usually my best coping mechanism. I haven't been sleeping well lately either, that is when I'm trying to, but I daydream off the hook. I have all these visions, but not the type that I want to turn into art, just the type that make me feel ( Read more... )

LIGHT POLE ( Read more... )

I'm leaving the soggy stems for the squirrels ( Read more... )

i read my poetry book while in san diego, help me pick a favorite to write about if you're interested ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here alone in justin's room, and it's one of those times when you just feel really alone, and not just because you actually are in "reality," but whatever that's not the point. the point is i just watched this documentary on Larry "wildman" Fischer, and it was totally moving. you know when you're feeling a certain way for a while, ( Read more... )

i never know what to say, i never know where to go, i sometimes feel bad, i sometimes win, i always want peace and happiness for others, i never find it for myself, i never cease to look a fool, i sometimes take the right road, and stumble on friends or something beautiful, i always look for the beautiful, i always see the ugly, i sometimes am able ( Read more... )

it's great to be loved... even though just as many were at my house tonight, because it's a place to go, there were many who came at least partly to see me, and that feels good. much love homies holdin it down in the bgb, and bram and vicki's b-day song is kick ass!

it sucks when you're up late and not able to sleep. my holidays are like really bad dreams, the kind that are really creepy and uncomfortable, slow and unbearable, seeming to go on and on. i wish people could just get along, but i'm starting to see it as an almost impossible situation. it's okay though, i'll remain in the corner, mouth shut, ( Read more... )

I can't wait until it's summer now! Shari wants me to go to Europe with her, and I'm hella down. She's hella cool, and my only concern is that I won't be a good traveling buddy. I'm indecisive and I lack social skills. Oh well though, that's what traveling's for right? and i'll get to see more of this world i live on. I hope that I can be of ( Read more... )

I just finished my last final, and the wave of relief has set over me. It's strange, because it's accompanied by all of the things I've thrown to the wasteside in the chaos of other obligations. I'm okay though, because these are things, I'll always be putting off, and i guess i'm coming to terms with that. It's not exactly good to do, but at ( Read more... )