the way you look waiting for the train the way you laugh the way you look at me the way you smile when I caught you looking at me the way you sleep your jokes your hands
fuck. I fucked it up. My dream seems to be unreachable. that's the worst thing. My math grade went shitty. Don't have motivation to do physics and electronics tomorrow. He forgot me. I still like him, he doesn't. He doesn't care about me, anymore. I lost his phone number. I can't call him. I'll never see him again. I'm done. FUCK
Things I have to do or have to have for the test, that I don't have: -self-confidence -knowing how to calm myself down -motivation to study -be happy before starting the test, so I can take it better