Money - new car, caviar, four star daydream: think I'll buy me a football team
If I haven't already admitted...
I'm afraid I'll be missing more than I want to when I leave next week and I'm afraid I won't be able to spend enough time with some people before school starts.
Sooo it's 5am and I am worried sick about going to Taiwan to the point where I can't sleep. That, and my knee hurts really bad for some weird reason. But anyway, although everyone Taiwanese will laugh at this next thought, I feel a little bit like I'm being sent away for a month and am not going more voluntarily. I dunno - I'm here, I'm there, I don't what I want to do. I do know though, that I'm still missing a lot and my summer is ending in one week. Then I'm off, and not back until two days before school starts.
I'm also worried about college. What's new?
Matt's grad party was a lot of fun today. I could see myself living that sort of lifestyle but to be honest, I really don't think that would make me a lot more happy than just living in a comfortable, smaller house happily married.
Ugh I hate when I can't sleep - my head fills with every possible worry that I have forgotten.
I'm afraid I'll be missing more than I want to when I leave next week and I'm afraid I won't be able to spend enough time with some people before school starts.
Sooo it's 5am and I am worried sick about going to Taiwan to the point where I can't sleep. That, and my knee hurts really bad for some weird reason. But anyway, although everyone Taiwanese will laugh at this next thought, I feel a little bit like I'm being sent away for a month and am not going more voluntarily. I dunno - I'm here, I'm there, I don't what I want to do. I do know though, that I'm still missing a lot and my summer is ending in one week. Then I'm off, and not back until two days before school starts.
I'm also worried about college. What's new?
Matt's grad party was a lot of fun today. I could see myself living that sort of lifestyle but to be honest, I really don't think that would make me a lot more happy than just living in a comfortable, smaller house happily married.
Ugh I hate when I can't sleep - my head fills with every possible worry that I have forgotten.