I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
I'm not sure why I started this entry because my mind is blank and I
can't think of anything to write. Maybe all I really wanted was to put
those blaring lines of lyrics out. I don't even have a desire to
elaborate my thoughts.
Today was the mock car crash. It hit me like a bullet, but
like Stephanie says, "This is what I don't like about these assemblies:
they're put together and they mean well, but the only people who get a
message from it are the kids who would never be stupid enough to do
those things anyway."
Today was also my first Pre-calc test that I studied half the chapter
for but fell sleep and didn't study in seminar because of the mock car
crash. Needless to say, it went badly.
It's decided that I'm not going to homecoming, I think. Even though
it's my senior year and last homecoming. But any more time to decide
would just make things worse for getting ready, so I guess I'm not
going.
On a lighter note, I got paid for the first time and it feels so weird
to have money to pay things off. After 4 nights of close and 1 opening
of morning in a row, I got the proof my work is worth something. But
I'm still trying to decide how I feel about Rebecca's... I like certain
things about it but there are other things I hate (or I guess I could
just say I'm not used to them).
On a happier note, I started my internship at
Ricardo
which I love love love. I'm going to do a little coffee/making
copies/filing but other than that, I have the impression there is sooo
much I'm going to be able to learn! On top of that, they have monthly
company outings and October is this
professional racing competition and not only am I invited, but I can bring someone with me :) I'm really excited for that!
There are many things
I'd like to say to you
But I don't know how