sometimes i say things that surprise myself.
Mike and i were talking today about life and everything, and i said that i feel sometimes like i'm not living.  As if i'm putting off life until i'm done with school, and not taking advantage of this amazing life that is happening now.  And i said that to micheal, i said i feel like i'm telling myself " ( Read more... )

all i have left to do for my paper is to print it out.
finished the bibliography and cover sheet just now.
finally i am done.

hopefully this chai will put me in the mood for this monster of a paper that awaits me.
hopefully.

sometimes i frustrate myself soo much for no reason.  Today, i was upset all day because i have a stupid paper due and i haven't started it yet.  Completely my own fault.
Didn't want to go into work at all.  Went in a bad mood, but i got over it.  had a decent night.  better than last week.
At this point, i've dealt with the things i was fighting ( Read more... )

nobody's fool.

i don't know why, but exhaustion just set in.  So much school work that I should have done today...that i didn't even touch.
My doctors visit today was pleasant.  I actually like the doctor and the nurse.  The nurse always asks what's going on in my life.  We talk about vacation, school, and everything else it seems.  The doctor gives me the ( Read more... )

Talked to daddy today.  He makes me smile. 
I really need to start sleeping at normal hours and waking up at decent times.  I'm horrible about going to sleep at 2 or 3 and then waking up at 9 or 10. 
This paper that I have due is haunting me and making me very uneasy.  I really need to get most of it done on tuesday after i go to the doctor.  ( Read more... )

Today is library day.
leah and i are going to the public library to be studious.  and fun.
we'll probably stop and take some pictures and get my car washed. 
and for some reason, i'm very excited at the thought of getting my paper started.

ahh.  a hopefully productive day.

today was a nice day. Class at 12. Got out early and went to lunch with danielle, jen, and mike. Good times as usual. Did some laundry, read some with Leah, cleaned up the room, went to dinner at Panera with leah and diane, went to micheals to get some crafty stuff for leah, then barnes and noble, and then walmart. Overall, it was very ( Read more... )

can i discuss the management test that i took today for a minute?
okay, good.
So i didn't study enough to call it studying. I just wasn't motivated at all.  I get there, sit down, start.  Realize that i'm gonna be able to pass this test...at least with a C.  Well, i leave, i'm confident that i passed, but i thought i'd get a low B or a C.  Nope, i ( Read more... )