Badge of Love Chap.4

Sep 13, 2008 01:45

Offense 1: "Something ached at his chest not fully knowing if that is because he is affected by this younger boy or because he felt the sincerity of his excuse"
Offence 2: "I did not know that she is your girlfriend" 
Offence 3: "Kazu-chan, wake up I'm not your watermelon"

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Chapter 4


Not this…
Definitely not this…
Never this…
Possibly yes…
Can be…
This will do…
Found it…
Perfect…
I love this…

“Hai, hmmm just the perfect color..”
“No please, wait for my instruction..”
“Ahhh, thank you!”
“I owe you one…”

Someone was really busy with just so little time to prepare everything, he made a lot of phone calls here and there, pulling off some of his connections to make sure that all will run smoothly as he planned it to be, he will make this a memorable one

They say he was a perfectionist to a point of being OC but heck, he thought that the person that he is preparing this for deserves all his OC nature

He is loving the time of his life, he just love to see how that other person will look once they met again

“Mama, please do not wait for me tonight,,, I’ll be a bit late”

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The excitement died down the moment he stepped inside his apartment, he needed to get a grip on himself regarding this, he is being hooked and addicted with that dazzling boy, and he is not comfortable with what he is feeling about that said boy so the older boy decided not to go to that date - period.

He cannot keep still, he paced his apartment for the rest of the afternoon until the sun was totally out, he cannot remember how many times he went around and around at his place fleetingly checking random things but not really minding what he is doing. He waited for the clock to strike just the right time and peering at his watch it’s now half an hour before the said date he stopped his pacing and took his phone

He made a few calls and arranged with is friends to meet him up to go and have a drink so his mind will be out from that dazzling boy, as he is now honestly admitting that he is affected by those smiles and bedazzling eyes

“Hai, yes,,, same place,, thanks,, ill be there”
“No problem, yes later”
“I’m alone…”
“Just like before…”

Lavender scent…
Feminine figure…
Lip biting habit…
Tee snugly fitted…
Soft brown hair…
Slender wrist…
Smooth skin…
Feet arched perfectly…
Eyes that shines and glows…
Laughter that echoes in my heart…

Hurriedly standing up, and deciding on it that he will NOT go to that date.

“I’m gonna drink this down!” grabbing his coat and heading out from his apartment to meet his friends

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He alternately skipped and run excitedly going to that park that they visited earlier, people that he passed by are all looking at him, he wondered why but paid no attention to them coz as far as he knew he is he is going to a date and nothing can make it go wrong, except for a fact that when he arrived at the agreed place . .

He was not there

Peeking at his clock he was on time, on the dot it was 8pm but he is alone in the park, he looked both sides checking as far as his eyes can see, but the streets are empty only the occasional cars passing by are visible, the soft glow of the street lights are the only companion that he has on that lonely park

He felt disappointed, he was so sure of himself that the other one will come, surely he haven’t lost his touch with regards to his acting, he knew he overshoot it when he cried but no one from his past experience ever refused him of anything with that antic, no one can do that to him but sadly this may be the first

Five minutes have passed and he thought that probably he was just a bit late, probably something happened to him, he don’t want to think bad about the other one as he knows that he has his reasons, but when another five minutes have passed he is getting really worried now, and plus the place that he is in right now is not the most safest place to be in at this time, truth is that earlier it was a pretty prairie but now it only feels like an eerie place and the silence is now becoming scary

It is already half an hour passed 8pm and he is still not there, resigned he slumped at the bench and just palmed his face, with the state that he is in now he felt really cold

Whereas on the other side of the town, where bright lights lit the town and a lot of people in various age group are gathered together for fun and drinking, a group of boys are now at the bar drinking various alcoholic drinks and are happily swapping stories, except for the instigator of the meet up

His mind is wandering around

“Oi, Jin, you asked us out here and now your really being quite and distant..” Maru said, one of his childhood friend and Jin considered as his bestfriend for Maru is like his conscience of what is right and wrong

“Ah, sorry, I was spacing out” truth is his mind is wandering a lot and the direction of that wandering mind point to the park where he knows someone is waiting for him

Right after he left his apartment he keeps on thinking of the boy waiting for him at the park, what if he is really there waiting for him, and what it something bad happen like robbery perhaps as the place is really not that well lighted, what if he got mugged and beaten up to a pulp or worst what if someone tries to do something really really bad to him

He shivered at the thought, Ah, but he decided not to go there, right?

“Ok, now your pissing me, if you have other place to go to then go there instead of sulking there and pouting to us like we did something wrong to you to make you look like that!” it was Koki another one of his buddies that unlike Maru this baldie-gangsta like looking guy is sure a high spirited one voicing his thoughts out loud and not caring if he will sound rude or impolite

“Jin, we went out and meet you here because you said that you wanted to have fun, and relax a little but looking at you and having you around us now on that mood is not fun for us!” Maru said to better explain what Koki meant on his remark

“Alright, just one question, what will you feels when the person you should meet did not show up?” asked Jin totally ignoring his friend’s comments

“You know I would kill that person for not showing up!” it was Koki, adding a snickering sound to justify his answer and taking another gulf on his mug

Maru just gave a mock understanding stare to his friend as he knows that the alcohol that he and Koki are gulping is having an effect to the baldie guy

“Wait, you need a good answer to that one Jin..” started Maru as he saw that Jin somewhat paled in complexion and an extra crease on his forehead was added making him pout and frown at the same time

“If I am on the receiving end of that useless waiting, then I will really feel bad at the person making me wait..” Maru stated and being a very observant guy he instantly knew that his bestfriend is having trouble deciding on things

“Why would you feel bad?” Jin added

“Because he will never get a chance to see himself grow old or see his future family and kids, not to mention even try his senior citizen card discount!” it was Koki who answered so vehemently that their table shook when the guy attempted to stand up and failed and as he swayed a bit out of alcohol dizziness and fell on the person next to him

“Gomen, Maru!” apologized Koki as he is now seated at Maru’s lap

“Koki, seat here..” Maru took Koki’s waist and moved the guy from his lap to the cushioned seat next to him, though it was a sin moving his friend away from his lap but he had to do that or else the bakanishi will just turn out to be a prune like fruit for continuing his pouting and frowning

“Jin, I would feel bad because promises or no promises if you know someone is waiting for you it’s only right to meet that person up, you are on the traffic department and you upheld what is right and you said to us a lot of times that you dislike anyone in the wrong and specially you hate people doing bad things and so you know, making someone wait for you is BAD!!!” finishes Maru stressing the word that implies waiting equating to being really bad

“Wait, I did not say that there is someone waiting for me.” Contradicted Jin and turning his face away so his friends will not see his reaction because he knew and he agree with Maru on that point

“Jin, no need to hear from you that, just based on your actions and you being too easy to read, we know that someone is waiting for you.” Maru knew Jin too much after spending all their lives together

“Akanishi, if within five seconds and you are still there seating on that chair, I swear I’m gonna kill you or worst I’m gonna shave your hair just like me!” Koki knows how Jin loves his hair to a point of being vain for it so grabbing his stuff he darted out from that place as fast as he could

Maru can only watch in amazement on how the small threat like that can affect Jin so much and looking at his drunk baldie friend he can only smile for he knows that Koki has also been worrying over Jin since they entered the bar

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Glancing at his watch it is now ten minutes before nine and Kame slumped his now frozen body at the bench and ponder what went wrong with this date, he thought that he must have overdone it with the change of mood and the crying but heck that was called for earlier, but now he is not so sure

“Ah, he is gonna pay for this, for making me wait or worst for standing me up!” Kame silently thought and continued sitting like that on the bench too tired to move his muscles and too cold to even make a move of making his body warm

Just in time, Jin reaches the park and tried to look around for his Kazu, he was on the point of going to the other side of the park when a small movement on the bench caught his attention

That was weird, there was someone sitting on that bench hunched and seemingly having difficulty in moving, and the policeman in his nature plus the various trainings that he had suddenly kicked in and he rushes to that place for fear that something might have happened to that person

He runs as quickly as he can and just about five steps away from the body he called out to see if the recipient was conscious

The wind blew in that lavender scent that he so misses now

Jin instantly knew who that person was, he felt guilty, worried, he felt bad about himself making this person wait for him for almost an hour by himself at this place

“Kazu?” softly Jin whispered the other boys name and approach the bench slowly

“Stop there!” Kame said while holding his left hand out and not raising his head to see the older boys eyes

“Give me three reasons first why I need to talk to you, after making me wait for nearly an hour!” and Kame then raised his head and purposely not looking at Jin but instead looking at the other way folding his hands across his chest

“Kazu, it’s dark in here, come on lets go” Jin said and attempting to close their gap by taking a step

“Ah ah ah,,, don’t make another step without telling me first your three reasons or else I will not speak to you again

“Do I really have to?” asked Jin and when he did not received any reply he thought of those three reasons, “Alright, I’ll tell you!” surrendered he can only do this to be able to talk and persuade the other boy to leave this place

“Firstly, the lavender scent that always emanates from you surrounds me and my sense until I cannot think of anything else but you” started Jin

“Secondly, your smiles whenever you think of something funny, naughty, outrageous draws me in so much that I love to see you always with a smile” Jin is amazed on how this three reasons are just flowing from his lips

“And lastly, I love how your eyes shines and twinkles whenever we talk, I can see through you with your eyes, try as you might to conceal how you feel, I know that eyes of yours are just gonna gave you away for they are the purest eyes I have ever seen!” Jin is so embarrassed now, those words flowed from his lips so normal that it seems like it was part of his breathing, no girl has ever been a recipient of those words that he said, and now he said it to a guy, and to his Kazu

Slowly Kame stood up, turned around and faced Jin for the first time and jus like on the movies, this time the light from the nearby post is enough to illuminate both of them

“Those are beautiful Jin!” expressed Kame for he is filled with this unknown happiness from hearing Jin said those things to him

No, you are beautiful

Seeing Kame now, with his hair slightly curled and styled loosely swaying from the occasional breeze of the night air resting wisps of hair on those lovely exposed shoulder and seeing that he took true to the heart what Jin said his love for seeing girls wearing off the shoulder dresses, Kame’s shirt may not be off the shoulder but loose enough to dangle off his smooth shoulder blades with gold and sequins designs that sparkles on his movements and if that is not enough to make him sparkle more he has a matching belt hanging on his curvy hips and pairing it off with a tight black pants enclosed in a brown suede boots that if given on any girl wearing it will be a look hard to achieved but with his Kazu, it just looked to perfect for words

“Do you still want to go on to that date Jin?”

“Would you still want me?”

“I have gone a great deal for this, but if you don’t like then its fine with me”

“What is there not to like, lets go” smiled Jin as he approach Kame, he saw that the younger boy slightly shivered, “Are you alright Kazu?”

“Just a little bit cold that’s all”

“Here, wear this” Jin removes his coat and draped it on the younger boy’s shoulders

He did not know what came over him but he just hugged the younger boy as he placed his face at the crooked of Kame’s neck and inhaling the sweet fragrance that always drove his senses wild, he tighten his hold and felt Kame also responding on to his hug by pressing his body at Jin and holding Jin’s hand while the other hand caress the smooth face of Jin

Both cannot quit what they are doing, it lasted more than Jin had thought and try as he might he cannot help himself purr some sighs and suppressed moans as he can also feel the heavy heaving of Kame’s breathing

“Jin baby, do you still like to eat? Or do you just like to eat me?”

And by that Kame turned around and looping his arms at Jin’s neck and looking the older guy intensely

“You can start with my lips!”

..by that Kame pouted his lips and closed his eyes..

[Extra Shot]

“Koki can you please keep it low, people are looking at us” Maru said as the baldie gangsta guy is making too much noise for being too drunk

“Maru-chi hold my hand pretty please, and you know you look too pretty in closure look and I really really think that you are awesome, I really love your hands and your lips and your nose,,” while saying that Koki cupped Maru’s face and pinch the other boys nose and inch by inch the baldie gangsta boy’s face is nearing the older boys face, and then he was out

“So much for the night, first I have to baby sit one pouting baka now I have to drive home a passed out baldie gangsta, whew what a life!”

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Authors Note: Tadaima!^^o I know the update took me monthforever to do U_U my life’s been in a whirlwind recently *still is* also my muses are m.i.a so just to have a time off from those trying times, I updated this… XDD I know that is not the way to update a fic but I feel I need to have a akame moment in my very own world!^^p ,, so we all know the drill,,, I appreciate your lovely comments,,, <333 *minna send this fangirl some rabu rabu* jaa
 

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