but it's okay, come around
nights like this are never ending
i tried so hard to make this perfect
you and i somehow
we can't see eye to eye together
we always knew that you were better

i know you want it all and you got me
sorry i never was everything you ever dreamed
but kept at bay for just in case that day

|the early november|baby blue ( Read more... )

no beans.

feller is here. he won't give me sour patch watermelons. boo hoo.

today was arite. not really. some parts were good. GOD was the best part. holy shit its SICK. i'm afraid of it really. i think god would kick my ass. bagel boys was good as usual. after bagel boys and the arrival of the lord almighty, the rest of the day was pretty frustrating. still tryin to clear stuff up. lots of confusion ( Read more... )

i can't stop FUCKING UP.

when will i ever get anything right?

kick me while i'm down. i'm sure you're enjoying this.

fuck you. you deserve to be lied to. your an irrational bitch. you blow things out of proportion. you accuse me of things i never have any intentions of doing. then when i say that that's what you do, you think i'm speaking to you in a bad tone of voice? fuck you. you are completely oblivious to how you act and people realize it. but you don't. you ( Read more... )

i'm such a fucking idiot. i really feel bad. "it may have been a mistake but you did it willingly" stab in the chest. "i'm not mad, i'm just disappointed. i thought i raised you as a true, honest person, but i was wrong. i have to regain your trust. i have to think twice about everything you tell me now" rip out my heart, throw it on the dirty ( Read more... )

Well I know that it's late but the words wouldn't wait ( Read more... )

and i was like....yea whatevuh

tonite was the same as last night. went to boyd's. watched matrix: reloaded. rejection at it's finest. other kids came. some kids left. pat doyle is mad funny. a complete and total normal night. nothing good. mostly bad, but not too bad.

task: rarely speak, and only speak when an absolute need
result: no argueing ( Read more... )

Hrdcorloser (11:43:35 AM): hello diners serve breakfast all day
Hrdcorloser (11:43:38 AM): dumbass
Hrdcorloser (11:43:56 AM): that goes up there with the january thing