regarding the recent CFUW game
Okay, I feel like a horrendous attention whore putting this on the network (or rather, on Momoko's journal where it will be picked up by the network), but I don't know where else I'd put it, and I think I'll feel better owning up to my failures than ignoring them and hoping that everyone else will too. For the record, I am not looking for headpats or validation or reassurance that I wasn't really that bad. I'm just... getting something off my chest, and apologizing. And asking a favor, but not a very big one.
Basically, when I signed up for the game, I either underestimated the time commitment it would take, overestimated the amount of free time I actually had to devote to it, or some unfortunate combination of the two. I should have bowed out after the first day, when it became apparent that I couldn't keep up, but I thought it would get better, which it didn't. I'd like to blame poor character choice for part of my failure (if only I'd had a combatant or someone with magical powers or who didn't mind poking dead bodies...!), but hey, Risa was a normal teenage girl and did fine in the game, so it's obviously all me and my failure to keep on top of things. So I was a dead weight in the game and ended up losing it for the sheep, but more importantly, I played Momoko really really badly in an effort to somehow justify or ICly explain my failings as a player. She came off, I think, as whiny, stupid, useless, and annoying, which is... unfortunate, and OOC.
So the bottom line is: I don't know who's doing carry-over or if anyone would even want to carry over any interaction they had with Momoko, but considering how badly I played her in the game, I'd very much prefer not to do that. Thank you.
... and jesus christ this is a srs business post for something that's essentially a game within a game. I am sorry for that as well.