don't try to understand me ( Read more... )

hes gone and i miss him...but i know its for the better...i love you josh be safe and good!

i think i'm gonna stop drinking for a while...a night of drinking for me consists of dancing, puking and passing out...the dancing rocks but apparently some people don't like my puking and passing out, i don't know why? so i think a break is a good idea.

I hate people who lie to me...but i can't hate you...i can't even get mad about it...

don't lie to me...i know more than you think...i just don't let you know...i'm not fucking stupid

i walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
like they have any right to criticize
hypocrites we are all here for the very same reason

I feel so lost...this is all to much for me...i'm sorry to whom ever i hurt in these past few days. I'm sorry if you think i was acting like a baby. she wasn't the problem the problem was i thought she was being used so i didn't come around...i was feeling unwanted by the person who i need to want me...i need your love. i do respect the fact ( Read more... )

i love you...but i hate you at the same time...and i hate how we talk on LJ and not in person...this is stupid

i'm hurt...you hurt me every fucking day ( Read more... )

And I wished for things that I don't need
And what I chased won't set me free
And I get scared but I'm not crawlin? on my knees

i don't know what to think anymore. i knew this would happen but i didn't know it would be this hard...we've gone through this before, it never worked...i have a feeling it will this time...i have faith in him