SO we totally beat Arizona to death last night! Yeah that's right, we rock like none other. I totally forget the score BUT I know we won, and it was amazing. I went to this thing last night with Morgan and I was like the only girl there with about 15 guys. It was awesome. Then the cops showed up but they were really cool ( Read more... )

So I'm in a pickle. Big pickle. Not sure what to do, how to react, or where to go from here. I'm in this downward spiral and I'm going to hit bottom very soon. Do I go back on the meds or do I deal with it like I have forever. Close myself off to the world, and be alone and concentrate on everything but life and my problems. I'm really not ( Read more... )

Howdy ya'll! Well school has started and Ryan Mudd I saw you twice yesterday we need to chill. Katie, bio is going to be intense, but it's nice to know somebody in the class! I was stoked to be there and walking in late from break was just awesome...especially smelling like minthols, bahahah!!! We're going to die ( Read more... )

Today is my birthday! I'm 20, I've waited so long to not be a teenager any more. 365 days until 21!!!! Everybody send me things. HA!! Booyes! I'm stoked, I got an iPod and the thing rocks my socks off!!! I love it!! I got a nice fleece too which I will most likely be using frequently especially in Eugene. It rains there.

I was in a car accident for those of you who don't know. It was pretty bad, both drivers died and I've been in and out of the hospital for awhile. They thought I was going to be paralyzed from the waist down but I wiggled a toe so that's a good sign. I may not get to have kids ever but I think I can deal with that...I dunno. I been hanging out ( Read more... )

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm............I hate work, I hate summer....but I have a nice tan, brown hair now, and it's short. I weigh in at a buck 5 so I got skinny finally! So excited. Rainman you better read this I'm posting it just for you, you special boy. Hahahah!!!!!!!!! Time for the brew fest, booyeah!!!

So it's summer and I'm working my arse off. It's rad, I might be down in Eugene mid-august though because I think thsi place is looking for a permanent employee to fill this position ( Read more... )

well long time no post. I'm out of the hospital and have been for about a week, i have been drinking since wednesday, peekaboo now belongs to me, and I move out today for good at 2. I been hanging out with so many people and it's been great. I no longer stew over what happened with me and Darren and I've almost completely moved on...twice. Only ( Read more... )

For those of you who haven't heard, Darren dumped me last week on Wednesday, which was 2 days before our 1 year anniversary. I don't get to keep the cat which pisses my off. If I can't have him I want the cat damnit. And he pulled the ultimate girl line: I still want to be friends. Bullshit!!!! I'm bitter ( Read more... )

I subconsciously trust nobody, yet at the same time everybody. I wish he could realize this, that he could understand why. I've been cheated on and lied to, I've been used, I've said this all before. It all happened because I wasn't there to be a friendly reminder of "hey you're in love...supposedly". I don't want him to forget, to get lost in ( Read more... )