starting my life as a real person sucks

[muddyfeetgirl]

She was right when she said, "We're really sick people. We have the personalities of an alcoholic, but I wouldn't tell anybody that." 
So we're sick. So what. It's freaking awful, that's what. I want to escape into reality so badly my chest is heavy as I type this. As a diversion to reality, I busy myself with meaningless activities so I won't have

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[anonymous]

Just so you know, as a fiction writer I always write about myself. I just always use different aspects of myself. Lot's of people that we know have made it into stories of mine, you'd just never be able to tell. It's one of those skill things, and you just have to make sure not to completely write someone into a story.

[mscongenality23]

"I have to find myself in a year, or everything will be messed up." That's so not true. I know people who are forty, living great lives, and still have no idea what they want to do with life. We're relatively young and we don't have to know all of the answers right now. But I completely know how you feel sometimes. I'm so ready to move past Winthrop that I can hardly even see straight. And I'm going crazy about so much STUFF, meaningless, pointless, everything will feel all right tomorrow, crap. But I love you and things will get better!