The Implicit Mentality of an 18yr old

[mudifier]

I miss him right now.

Him, Pootie, my real friends, and family.
Screw all you other fuckers out there.

I don't understand why I don't know what I want.
Having a drive is sometimes so hard.

Love is over-rated.

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[_x_sporto_x_]

I know we haven't really met yet, and I haven't gotten off my ass to give you a call so we can meet...
But if you ever want to talk to someone about all the crappy stuff/have a shoulder to cry on when you're here and not at home around those friends and family...
I'm always just a phone call away. (ex. 76419).

Hope everything gets picked up for you!

(and love IS over-rated!)

<3

[mudifier]

Thanks Brigit! It's good to know that I can have someone to turn to :) I think, I'll meet you one day, like it or not.

But, don't worry. This post is actually a happy/twisted summary of what's been happening. I am so good with making things so vague that people think in opposite notions of what I really mean.

Despite everything, though - how is "love" going for you? Still have mad crushes? =)

[sexychinaboy]

Always the pesimist... Love is great, its just hard sometimes and having the drive to work and do everything is difficult for everybody sometimes, I mean most people have days when they wake up and dont want to go to work... Lastly, as for not knowing what you want, WELCOME TO THE CLUB! :P Its what university is good for... Good luck in your search... Stop being so dramatic... Go study :) and stop overthinking everything... Go have some fun too while your at it...

[mudifier]

Haha. This does sound pessimistic, doesn't it? But really, it's not. Or, at least, that wasn't my real intention for writing it. I just need to clear up my mind about a certain matter related to love. My university goal has nothing to do with this. I already know what I want from Guelph =)

But yeah - study is lame.
Being dramatic seems to be my thing!

[sexychinaboy]

Thats not entirely what I meant but ok... if it helps its all good... Oh one more thing... Drama no good.... dont be dramatic :P

Smile

P.S. Happy much much much... belated birthday

[brinkofacomplex]

aww. i hate distance also. *huggles*

anyway i felt like i should comment since this is the first of your posts that showed up on my FP ^_^

see you tomorrow at 6!