*sigh* Does life get better?

[mudpuddle_18]

Well...its 2:56 am in boring liverpool, Matts in my bed, Rosemary is in the spare room and im lonely...Im very lonely, Lately ive been...I dont know, dependant mainly on Matt,simply bc i dont feel loved by anyone, and i know that if you read this, you are thinking...shut up mariah stop the self pitty trip, well eat me,kay, this is how i am feeling

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*Awww Shucks*

[bradym]

Sooo... Mtv rules my asshole. Just thought i'd let you know, but you already know, my spiritual guides have told you. Yeah mariah... i understand what you say about not having anyone to love... like ya know, the hubba bubba kinda lovin', the kind that comes with the easy bake oven ;) But... ya know what? being in a relationship doesn't matter right now... we can all get love from friends... cuz friendship love is the kind that doesn't go away (the true stuff that is)... abnd ya know what, you are the best friend i have ever had in my entire life... its like we were twins or something, separated at birth but... I musta been lost in ur mommas vaggie (cuz of the age diff) Anyway... i love being around you and i love having the kind of friendshiop we have. It's like the most amazing thing in my life right now considering we spend so much time together. It's amazing how much we can read each others minds literally.... i still am shocked over what we can accomplish with a eye gesture, and a glance back... like the look "WHOS THAT" and

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[anonymous]

you do have a life... but i just want to be apart of it sometimes... i barely got to see u all year... and now i see you about the same now that ur home... it really sucks... and when we do actually talk on the net or something, u leave without a word... we really need to talk... theres a few things i need to discuss with u

AHHH...

[mudpuddle_18]

I MISS YOU MORE!