hmmm...

[mudpuddle_18]

Well im really confused about everything...I was excited about school, but now i hate it, i just wanna pack up everything and move to a much warmer country, i dont even care if its safe...I would take ppl with me but i sometimes think that they wouldn't come with me

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[bradym]

Maybe me writing in this will make it a bit more easier for you to picture or to understand

hmm..

[mudpuddle_18]

i feel like you are slowly pushing me away matt...like i dunno but thats how i feel, i feel as if even when im there...its completely different!

[justinlogan]

Mariah, it's a tough situation you've been put in and I understand it's not a place you want to be but you are your own person and you'll do what you need/want to do, that's your choice and a decision you will make. Your friends should not and will not make you pick and choose, if one does you know how true of a friend that person is. Both parties involved realize who you are and what you mean to them and they will accept whatever you need or want to do. Sometimes you just need to step back and take a gander at the whole picture to see what you couldn't up close. I will tell you one thing, I've had the chat with Conrad :) and no hard feelings are had against you

[secretstares]

Stay in school damnit! I wish I would have stayed in school... I should have given it another chance while I was there. I would have been graduating this year.. that would have been nice.

Anywho I haven't talked to you in forever, or checked your journal cause you hadn't been updating.. so I just thought I'd say hi and stuff. Miss ya!

much loooveee,
beth.