i almost to teh point where i dont really care about much any more...dont know y but i dont.next school year im gona go out for vollyball..dont ask y but i want to.we play it every now and then and its so much fun but ohh yeah i dont reallly care that much any more.i also got the intership thing for being a farrier.and right now im supposed to be ( Read more... )

dont u hate when people tell u they will hang out thyen blow u off.yeah it sucks and for all those people ive done it to sorry.im an asshole.i guess paybacks a bitch on pms.i need to make more friends b/c brads got wrestlin fred never calls back and janelles got work and school and gettin ready for all these horse shows so im left by myself.... ( Read more... )

the grass is always greener on the other side

luv later

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man i wish i could have gone and hung out with brad and carly.but no my mom wouldnt let me b/c u didnt clean my room so now im stuck here all night.janelles workin and shes not gonna be able to come by b/c shes workin late shift and alot bad stuff happend today.the main bad thing is me and janelle got into the worst fight of all our fights and ( Read more... )

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im a selfish loser and nobody told me.i wish i new i would have gone and killed myeslf so no 1 would have to put up with me.but now its to late.i just wish i wasnt a selfish loser.but thats the way i am and if u dont like me tell me and u dont have to put up with me b/c ill leave u alone

i got a ? for any 1 who cares to answer...if u needed some to tlak to b/c u got into a bad argument with ur parent/parents and u have a b/f or g/f and u would think that they would want to be there for u.but they get off work and goto walmart to hang with a friend and shop for xmas.and u asked him/her to not go b/c u need that person.and they said ( Read more... )

well now i remember y i quit skateboarding...yeah i almost dislocated my kneeit really didnt heurt that bad but it was weird and it still hurts...i dont wanna do it again but i probably will go back out in skate but maybe someday i will learn my lesson but no now actually i want to go do it again.but thats my complaint for the day.or atleast on lj. ( Read more... )

i hate mixed emotions it really sucks.i guess im the bad guy.im too obsessive.i want janelle too much and get pissed over stupid stuff.is ti that bad that i get mad b/c i was ignored for an hour or 2 and get mad i guess im stupid

luv later

well this x mas isnt gonna be as good as i thought..my dads gonna be 1000 miles away from me.which he said he was gonna do but 9 times out of 10 he doesnt follow through so i didnt think anything of it but now its offical.and i thought i was gonna spend x mas with a regular family (janelles family)but she told me today im not alwoed over till after ( Read more... )