"Stef ♥ " (9:37:59 PM): i went to the gym today
anonymous(9:38:25 PM): haha i puked up everything i ate this weekend and had a lot of sex... does the same job lol
"Stef ♥ " (9:38:45 PM): lolllll
anonymous (9:39:25 PM): i think if i hadnt actually just said that, it would def be quote worthy on fb haha but i dont want to openly admit im a whore on

Minus the puking last night and the night before I am soo content with this... well sorta, i have it in the back of my head that I may just be a thing but everything is so good when together that I don't really care. I love how someone always forgets something... its like an excuse to keep seeing each other. Planned or not planned i dont mind. Its ( Read more... )

why is it that when boys come girls go?

why the fuck do you think you have the right to call me a whore, a hoe and a hooker. Im not. You don't see me calling you a fat ugly lazy Mexican. I dont know what it will take for you to realize its not okay. As much as you are "just kidding" you're not and it might make you feel better but you are just jealous that you are getting no ass. Thats ( Read more... )

i cant figure out if he really isnt getting it b/c hes a guy or if hes just trying to ignore it

i really really wish i had balls to just come out and say what i want to say ( Read more... )

I feel like a terrible person, I need way too much human contact and attention than I should, and these new conflicts are stressing me out b/c of my fear of talking about them and confrontation
Gah can we please go back to the beginning of the year please just one, only one do over I promise ill make everything 10 times better I just need one more

Booty call?

Really? Not you too!!!
I thought it was different esp b/c you aren't like that nornally. its hard b/c my <3 is attached to this one, and its so much more than sex too besides the fact that its not even good. There are so many other things that work in this flawed relationship. Oh well I guess I have screwed myself again we will see ( Read more... )

yeah i have enough class to wish you a happy birthday on your actual birthday...
i realize that you don want to hang out tonight or want me in your festivities, i asked that is as much effort from me as you are getting. I am at least receptive.

so much going on in my head that i want to put down on paper, or i guess in this case screen
but i really don't want to use the brain power to do it right now. i just want to go to sleep and wake up and go gah!!