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You know what? I love you. And sometimes I just get sad. It's a part of me. I don't want to be asked why or how come it has to happen. It just does. And I wish you'd understand that. Today while I was at your house and your sister asked me if one day you'd be my husband. I was shocked. And it was unexpected. But what you said made me happy. I didn't feel rushed or pushed away...just happy. I love how you do that. The things you say...they don't scare me, instead, you make me feel safe. It amazes me that when I don't want to talk, you don't ask so many questions, like you know all I really need is a hug. I love the way you hug me, and how you hold me in your arms. When you look me in the eyes...I love it all. And the fact that you'd feel I was drifting away from you....well, it made me sad. But I see how you could think that. But I'm not drifting away. I mean, I don't know if wel'll be together by the time school is over, but I do know that I want to be with you...
I love you. Forever and always.